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~Promise Me~ [J.HY]

Interpret this as you will.

My Love,

I wish we had more time.

I wish we had the time to do everything we wanted to, and have all those firsts. Furthermore, I wish I could stay with you, get married, start a family, and grow old with you. Like we had planned for so long, but, you and I both know, as much as it pains me to say, that will never happen.

I don't want you to feel sad when the inevitable happens. I don't want you to cry for me, ok? I'll be okay. Even after I pass, I'll always be by your side. When you look at the stars, just know that I'm up there too, looking out for you, as always.

I know you've told me to fight, and I have, hard as hell just for you, but, it seems my efforts are not enough. This illness is going to take me either way. I'm so tired, I'm exhausted I can't hold on, I'm sorry.

Please don't remember me sick. Don't remember all the bad, okay? Keep all the amazing moments we've shared over the past few years fresh in your mind. Like our first date. God, I was so nervous. You looked so perfect, I was almost certain I was going to mess it up. Or our first kiss, nothing has ever made me feel more euphoric than the way your lips fit with mine. How about that time we went stargazing in the middle of the night, or when your parents caught us messing around?

See? Plenty of happy moments to keep in mind.

You've said you can't do this without me, but you can. I know you can, you're stronger than I could ever wish to be. You're going to get through this, I promise you. You're strong, remember that.

I have a favor to ask of you before I go...

Please, find another. Find another boy who will stay by your side since I can't be there. Make sure he loves you as much as I do.

And finally, promise me you won't forget me, okay?

I love you to the stars, moon, and back.

Yours forever and always,

Jia Hanyu ❤