It shouldnt be real but it is

casual day

TW scars

*y/n view*

I wake up with a terrible headache and now remembering what was happening yesterday. I turn around and I see Cate, laying there calm and snoring quietly. She is so beautiful and so cute even when she is sleeping. I decide to stand up and take painkillers which I obviosly brought with me. I took a quick shower. I look at the clock and realise its already 11am so breakfast in the hotel is already over so I decide that I can buy something in the next Café. I wrote Cate a letter so she wouldnt worry when im gone and she wakes up.

Good morning love,
i am getting us breakfast at the nearest Café because we slept to long to get something in the hotel. Painkillers and a glas of water are laying on the table. I bet you are hangover too ;).
Love you
y/n

I found a nice Café and bought us croissants and pancakes and to drink of course coffee. 
when I arrive and put the coffee and the food on the counter I feel hands around my waist.

"Good morning baby" Cate says into my ear with her morninng voice and a wave of good smell comes which means she just showered. I turn around so I can face her.

"mhm Good morning, you smell good" I say as my hands go through her wet hair.

"thank you-so do you" she says and gives me a kiss in between.

We ate in a peaceful silence. After we are finished I wash the plates as Cate drys her hair.

I finish washing the plates. I sit down at the couch and wait for cate to finish.

"so what do you wanna do today on our last free day?" cate asks as she comes into the room and rests her head on my lap.

I stroke her hair and answer. " I dont know but I would prefer staying here and watch movies.

"mhmm how about we watch movies the whole day and in the evening we go to the beach" she asks while she sits up to kiss me.

"I like that idea" I say as I kiss her again. The kiss deepens more and more now i sit on her lap. suddenly her phone rings we ignore it, but it rings a second time.

"damn it" she says.

"Its okay babe take it" I answer.

Im still sitting on her lap as I listen.

"uhm yeah..of course..Yes I had an idea beach later?"  she hang up.

"I hope its okay Sarah and Sandra wanted to do something together again later, they must love you"

"Of course its okay I mean we have the whole day for us"

We watched 2 movies and we had time for a 3rd one.

"so which movie do you wanna watch and dont say that I should decide again"

"Okay you really want to accept my requests than I want to watch Frozen but the second one"

"What you mean like the one with Elsa?"

"yes is there a problem with that?" I ask teasing her.

"You are so freaking adorable and no there isnt I watched the first one with Edith so I dont know the second one yet" she says kissing my cheek.

So we started watching and when the songs played I sang with them. I knew frozen because of a little girl I used to babysit to get money and she was a huge Frozen fan but to be honest I started listening to the songs for fun and sang to them.

"your cute" Cate says and lays down on my chest as I pull a blanket over us.

Then there was the scene were Olaf the snowman kinda dies and I always get emotional because it kinda discribes how I was slowly was  loosing myself back then. I felt a tear running down my check.

Cate looked up and rubbed my tears away.

"Hey baby dont cry olaf will come back its a movie for kids."

"I know I already watched it once."

"Then why are you crying honey?" she asked.

"It rememberes me of myself, of slowly loosing myself."

"Hey honey stop crying you arent lost anymore okay you are with me and I will catch you every time you intent to fall I promise" she tells me as she kisses my tears away which makes me chuckle.

"I love you" I say as an answer.

"I love you too"

We watched the movie until the end. I ordered us food so we could have a meal before going to the beach. We ate kinda fast because we didnt have much time now I stood infront the mirror in a bikini looking at myself and my scars.

Cate came from behind me grabbing me by my waist and she kisses my neck.

"you are beautiful and stop looking at youre scars Sandra and Sarah already saw them last time and they didnt said anything so stop being insecure"

"you are really good for my ego you know that huh" I say as I turn around and kiss her.

"I know what you want but we are alrready late honey so go put something on" she says as she slaps my ass.

*I know its a really short chapter and im really sorry I thought after the stress I could update more often but I feel a little down lately I will try to update often but I cant promise anything"