"welcome home Charlie," I say bringing him inside
he slowly walks inside and looks nervous
"mommy he shy"
"I know he is he's not used to being here. remember she said he was the oldest there"
"oh... can I play with him still"
"sure"
I unclip his leash and let him go where ever he wants
"Woah what are you doing," Daniel says coming inside with a bunch of supplies
"letting him walk around"
"The doors aren't locked! what's wrong with you"
"wow chill out he can't open doors" I laugh
"ugh you're so stupid sometimes," he says angrily walking away
"Mommy, why did daddy call you that?"
"don't worry honey just play with the dog"
-
it's been a few hours and Charlie is fully used to the house and everyone
right now he is laying on the couch with Lily while they watch T.V
on the other hand, I have no idea where Daniel is and honestly, I don't care
he was so rude earlier and I'm just very annoyed
"Hey what's for dinner?" Daniel says walking out randomly
"an apology hopefully"
"an apology? for what"
"Are you serious? you know exactly what you did"
"I really don't"
"Daniel you called me stupid. in front of Lily! you've been doing this a lot too. it's not okay. if you're going to insult me and call me names at least do it when she's not around"
"I don't insult you a lot"
"yes you do and I'm getting tired of it. I know I'm stupid and a bitch and everything that you call me I don't need you to tell me too"
"I'm sorry Babe i-i really didn't realize it. I don't think you're stupid or a bitch or whatever I might call you. it's just when my foot starts to hurt-"
"you can't keep using that as an excuse. my feet hurt, my head hurts, my everything hurts but I never ever call you names. I deal with it and take care of my kid and husband"
"well we all deal with pain in different ways"
"and your ways are to be mean to me. do you like seeing me upset or something, I just don't get it, Daniel"
"no, I don't. I just ugh I'm getting my medicine soon and I won't be in pain after that. I understand I can't use this as an excuse but I promise once I get it I'll be nicer. I'm sorry for how I've been treating you and what I've said and called you. I love you so much and I really just want to pretend this didn't happ-"
"Daniel just hug me. I don't need any more explanation just promise you're going to be nicer"
"yes of course"
he pulls me close to him and hugs me tightly
"I love you baby"
"you keep saying it now show it to me please because I love you a lot and you being mean to me hurts me a ton. now when does your medicine come in"
"later tonight I get to pick it up. I start taking it in the morning tomorrow. so now that we have this dog are you ready for a baby?"
"We just got him today we need to wait"
"Okay okay, umm but there might be a problem"
"what is it?"
"I think last night we were so caught in the moment and we were outside and on the table and I forgot to put them there and well well I don't think I used a condom"
"oh great. and when did you realize this"
"last night... right after"
"And you didn't tell me"
"I'm only remembering now!"
