ive been in the hospital for a few weeks and i'm finally getting out now today on my birthday
I still have no idea where Daniel went the first day but i honestly dont care
i'm starting to not care about anything he does secretly anymore. if he wants to leave and cheat on me then he will
"are you ready to go home Mrs Seavey?" my doctor asks
"yes please i miss my daughter"
"well your husband should be here soon we just called him"
"thank you"
"of course. by the way happy birthday"
he leaves and an hour later Daniel comes in with Lily and takes me home
"mommy before you walk in we have to blindfold you"
"blindfold me!"
"mhm it makes your surprise fun"
daniel puts his hands over my eyes and walks me inside
once we get inside, he removes them and i see a bunch of flowers and gifts
"woah what is all this" i ask
"it's a few things, it's an apology gift, a birthday gift, a im sorry about our baby gift, and an i love you gift. ive been talking a lot with flower people cause i know you've always loved flowers. i love you so much Delilah and i know these past few months have been extremely hard but we have to get through it. anything you want me to do to help i will do i don't care"
"wow daniel thank you. i-i don't know what to say. can we talk about everything later"
"of course we can now let's open gifts"
i open all my gifts and i love them all
"thank you so much both of you. you really made me feel better. i'm so sorry that i couldn't keep the baby i know you both were so excited and i feel like i ruined it"
"mommy don't say that. you didn't ruin anything. actually im glad that now i don't have to share you. plus you're still so young i can have a sibling in the future" Lily says hugging me
"i agree. we still have time. trust me babe I am also extremely sad that we lost our baby but we just have to try and stay positive about everything. it's hard but we will get through this. i love you, Lily loves you, puppy Charlie loves you. everything will be okay"
"i love you guys too.... do you think i could take a nap im so tired from everything"
"of course momma can i nap with you"
"yes please. i need you"
we go upstairs to our room and i instantly fall asleep
"lily"
"mhm momma"
"thank you for being such a good daughter and best friend to me. i love you so much"
"i love you too. when i have to go to school i'm always so sad i don't get to spend time with you"
"aw i dont like hearing that but we have weekends"
"i know. do you love daddy?"
"of course i do why?"
"i don't know you guys fight a lot it makes me scared"
"i'm sorry. why does it make you scared"
"i love both you and daddy so much and i love that you guys are my parents and i don't want you breaking up. and when you guys fight it makes me worried"
"don't worry about that baby. we are not planning on breaking up anytime. me and daddy just fight sometimes and i'm sorry you hear it"
"it's okay just be nicer to each other. you both are nice and love me so be the same to each other it's really easy momma"
