"DANIEL HELP ME!" I scream from the bathroom
it's the middle of the night and i just woke up to the worst stomach ache ever
I went to the bathroom and as soon as i look down into the toilet there's a bunch of blood
"woah woah woah what's wrong" he says rushing in
"LOOK! BLOOD!" i scream
"hey hey calm down you're okay"
"call the hospital" i say and completely black out
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"where am i?"
i just woke up from whatever happened and I see i'm a strange room
"you're awake! babe it's me Daniel you're in the hospital" Daniel says turning to me
"hospital?"
"mhm you passed out. um there's some bad news"
"wha-what?"
"you had a miscarriage and we lost our baby"
"no! that can't be true! i did everything i needed, i took the vitamins, i slept! how!"
"i don't know baby that's all they told me"
"i can't believe it" i sob
i start crying into my hands and Daniel walks over to hug me
"hey shh it's okay"
"y-you're going to leave me"
"no way Delilah!"
"you only wanted me for a baby and i ruined it. im so sorry"
"stop that! i didn't only want you for a baby I want you cause i love you okay. i'm here for you delilah you don't have to worry about me leaving"
"i bet that other girl would've been able to help"
"seriously you're thinking about her. please delilah stop worrying about her. i blocked her on everything. just relax okay"
"i-i want to see Lily"
"i'll get her soon. i love you so much"
"just get me Lily please"
"okay i will"
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"momma what happened" lily asks me laying on me
"you know how we told you, you were gonna be a big sister"
"mhm"
"well the baby died in my stomach. we-we aren't having the baby anymore. i'm sorry i know how badly you wanted a brother and i-i ruined it for you. please don't hate me though i tried"
"i dont hate you mommy for that don't worry. are you okay?"
"i think i dont really know. i'm sorry again i really am"
"don't apologize! you didn't do anything wrong youre perfect mommy"
"thank you baby, i love you"
"i love you more. and i know daddy loves you too" she smiles and i look to the side but i don't see Daniel
"where is he?"
"he's he- oh he left... sorry momma i don't know where he went"
"i'm not surprised. maybe he's just talking to the doctor. do you mind if i take a nap i'm tired"
"you can nap i don't mind. just remember mommy i love you more than everything in the world, you're so beautiful and the best momma ever okay"
"thank you for saying that i really needed to hear that, you're the best little girl ever"
"am i your best friend"
"mhm you definitely are"
