twenty-four

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december 5, thursday.

today did not start out well.

i woke up next to billie (the only good thing), realized my period had started, ran to the bathroom, stole a pad from under the sink, then fell flat on my face while escaping.

billie came to find me laying on the floor with my head turned to the side. at first, she'd laughed when coming to the conclusion that i had tripped on the small bump on the floor in the bathroom doorway, but when i didn't get up or look at her, she got worried and helped me up.

i hadn't spoken to her at all until she insisted i wear her clothes. i refused and told her that was too obvious and i wanted to actually tell my friends first. she'd complained loudly, but didn't protest again when i put on my clothes from the day before.

now we were at school, walking through the hallways to my first class (billie insisted on walking me there), and i swear everyone was staring at her and i. it didn't help that she was talking cheerfully in my ear and brushing away the piece of hair that kept falling in my face every five seconds.

also-

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"could you shut up!?" i snapped at myself, fisting my hair in both hands furiously.

billie stopped suddenly. "what?" she sounded shocked and offended. i instantly felt bad once i realized how she had registered my outburst.

"not y-" i went to reassure her, but she cut me off.

"you could've just asked nicely, you know. told me you didn't like what i was talking about, or my voice," she said, hurt flowing thickly through her words.

"that's not what i-" but she interrupted me again.

"actually, come to think of it, you've been grumpy and complaining all day!" she continued. suddenly, her eyes went sad. "you're not regretting saying yes to being my girlfriend, are you?"

her voice was small. i cut through this time, refusing to let her talk over me again.

"no, billie! it's just that my period started this morning, i have serious cramps, my entire lower body is aching, and baby shark is stuck in my head!" my voice rose at the end of my sentence, and i glared angrily at the ground until billie laughed.

loudly.

"so that's why you've been so cranky!" she pretended to wipe a tear from her eye. i shifted my glare to her until she noticed.

her eyes softened considerably. "i'm sorry, angel. i guess i overreacted a bit. i just... can't believe someone like you would want to be with me, i guess," she smiled a little.

i sighed, then stepped forward and reached up to wrap my arms around her neck for a hug, which she quickly returned by putting her hands around my waist.

"it's okay, i have been a bit of a bitch this morning. and of course i want you, the fuck?" i laughed softly, keeping the hug short as i was mindful of staring eyes.

she pouted when i pulled away, attempting half-heartedly to grip my hips tighter in hopes i would give in to her, but i just smiled and shook my head.

"c'mon, we should get going or we'll be late," i told her, grabbing her hand to encourage her to keep walking.

she stood her ground though. "allie, wait," she called.

confused, i turned back to her. "yeah?"

she smiled, biting her lip. "you said you had cramps? let's just skip and go back to mine, i don't want you to be uncomfortable,"

feeling my insides warm up, i reluctantly refused her offer. "sorry, bil, but school is important. besides, i have soccer right after that and ain't no cramps gonna stop me from playing," i felt my smile widen. soccer was one of my favorite things in the week. "and after that i have a sleepover at megans' with her and victoria," i added.

"i'll bring you back before that, now let's gooooo," she took my hand again and tried to drag me back to the doors.

i yanked my hand away from her. "no, billie," i said firmly. she looked through her lashes at me with puppy eyes, but i just laughed and turned away.

i heard her sigh before she jogged to catch up to me. "fine, but if you're still feeling bad at lunch i'm taking you home,"

this girl never gave up, did she?

"we'll see," i murmured.

752 words, unchecked.

idk when i'm gonna update again so enjoy this ugly ass filler chapter

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