Dane family Book Two (Lesbian story)

Chapter 4

 

Lia's POV

Helena came and took my with her car. As she drove us to school we played our favorite songs. We always sing and dance when we are together.

She stoped at Starbucks and got me my favorite drink and something to eat even though I told her I ate breakfast already.

She is do incredible. I never thought I would find someone like her.

Me being asexual got me thinking I would never fing someone to love me and actually want to be with me.

Helena never cared. We are two years together and she is always so great and patient. She never forced me or pushed me to do something I didn't want to. She also helped me a lot with loosing my mother.

We do have sex sometimes. It is because I want to make her feel good. I love her and I want her happy.

The first time I tried to have sex with her she stopped me because she saw that something was off with me and she was right.

A bunch of girls from school told me that she is going to leave me and find someone who is capable of giving her everything she wants and that she has needs. They basically told me that our relationship won't survive because i won't sleep with her.

"Baby, I do want to sleep with you but not because you are scared. I am not going to leave you because of something like this. These girls have to understand that the only thing that matters is love and that every relationship is different. So don't push yourself to do something you don't want to." That was her response when she found out.

This was the moment I knew I found the right person. And even though people always flirt with her and ask her out, which I hate, she always turns them down and says she has a girlfriend.

She is the best.

"What are you thinking about baby?" She asked me kissing my hand. We were now walking toward our classes.

I blushed and answered. " You.  How much I love you and how lucky I am to have you in my life." She gives me her million dollar smile.

"I love you too. But I am the lucky one." She said and I kissed her cheek.

Taylor's POV

As I parked outside of the hospital, my phone rang. It was a call from Waverly.

"Hello!" I said as I picked it up.

"Taylor you need to come to the hospital as fast as you can." She said with not a calm voice.

"I am outside. What happened?" I asked and started running in.

She didn't answer immediately. When I was on the elevator I heard her say "They said it is time..." We didn't say anything else.

Why would this happen to me? Why something like this would happen to anyone. She is just nineteen. She doesn't deserve this.

As I made my way to Emma I could see everyone outside of her room. Her parents and siblings, our friends, her doctors.

I came closer and her mom came and hugged me. "She is asking for you." She said and pushed me towards the door.

I knocked and I got in after I heard a faint 'come in'.

I pushed the door opened and saw the girl I love, laying in bed. She was so pale and weak.

I could feel the tears starting to form on my eyes as I hot closer and kissed her.

She tried to kiss me back but she was to weak. "Baby, not yet. I am not ready yet. Please!" I said grabbing her hand.

"I am sorry my love. I -I  can't fight anymore." She stopped talking and I started crying on her chest. She played with my hair and after a few seconds she pushed my head away so we could see each other. "I want you to promise me that you will find someone else to make you happy. And that you won't do something stupid. Please Taylor. For me." She said while tears were running down  her cheeks.

I shook  my head no. "I can't do this without you. I need you. I love you." I told her and got on the bed with her. She laid on my chest and closed her eyes.

I could see that she was breathing harder and harder by the minute.

"Promise me you will be safe." She told me.

The more she was talking the more tired she got. "I promise. Just... don't talk, you are getting tired."

We stayed like this for a couple of minutes. Holding each other. I was hugging her as tight as I could. I was scared that if I stopped she would leave me forever.

Then she talked again "I love you Tay."

I pushed down my crying and answered back the best I could. "I love you too. I always will." I kissed her forehead and after a few seconds I heard the heart monitor stop.

She was gone...

I started crying. I hugged her tighter. The door opened and a nurse came in to close the monitors.

I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to look who it was and it was her mom. She was crying too.

I stood up and let Emma on the bed then her mother took her hand and kissed it.

After that she turned towards me and cried in my arms. We both cried for minutes before Emma's father came in and took his wife.

I looked at my girlfriend one more time and then left the room.

Outside of the room was the same people as before plus Silvia.

As soon as I came out she came and hugged me. "I am so sorry kiddo." She said and I continued crying on her arms.

I can't believe this is true. It can't be true.  I couldn't stop my crying.

I felt my knees getting weak and I was loosing my balance. "Taylor? Taylor honey can you hear me?" I could hear Silvia talking but it was like she was miles away. I couldn't respond.

After that everything turned black and I lost consciousness.

Author's note

Only one chapter this week. Some stuff came up. I will try to post more next week.

Also, even though I don't identify as asexual. I talked with many people that do and did my research. It is not the same for everyone but everyone is valid.