Boy Next Door~ l.h

Ch.24

Chapter 24

Lesley's POV

We were currently driving home from the hotel, a day and a half after the concert, and me and Luke were still in a daze.

"I still can't believe that we did that!!" Luke said, smiling at the road in front of him.

"I know!! I'm so glad we did!! Wait, are you talking about the concert or sex?" I said, leaning over the console and kissing him on the cheek.

"The concert," he said laughing. "But I'm glad we did that too," grinning his beautiful grin over at me. I smiled and grabbed his hand. We intertwined our fingers and I turned up the stereo connected to my phone. Flawless by Beyonce started playing off my phone and I screamed, "YASS" loudly.

"You're so crazy..." Luke trailed off, smiling to himself as I sang.

"Oh!! Its Nicki's part, boy its my part!!!" I said once the song got to her part. "Looking Trinidadian, Japanese, and Indian, got Malaysian, got that yaki, that wavy Brazilian, them b*tch*s thirstyyy, I'm Hungarian, Nicki Bey be eating diamond fangs, Barbarian, huhh!" I rapped.

"I'm amazed." Luke said, chuckling. I smiled and continued.

"Yo, like MJ doctor, they killin me, propoful, I know they hope I fall but winning is my m*th*rf*ck*ng protocol cause I score before I ever throw the ball," I rapped.

"Haha MJ doctor killing me? That's really sad," Luke said laughing. I giggled and took a sip of my Ice Coffee.

The song went off and Sugar, We're Going Down came on.

"YAS THIS IS MY F*CK*NG JAM!!!" I yelled loudly. "AM I MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR YET??" I sang along.

"Once again, I'm amazed. Slightly disturbed, but amazed." Luke said chuckling.

"Heeyyyy!" I said, playfully hitting his shoulder.

"Ow! Lets take it down a notch!! We don't hit!!" Luke said in a girly voice, causing me to laugh.

"You're such a child. I love you." I said, smiling and looking out my window.

"I love you too," he said kissing the top of my hand.

"WE'RE GOING DOWN DOWN IN AN EARLIER ROUND AND SUGAR WE'RE GOING DOWN SWINGING!!!" I basically screamed.

"That's a way to ruin the moment," he said chuckling.

"That's what I'm here for," I said laughing.

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After a long two hours of driving, we finally made it home. We pulled into the driveway and was greeted by the boys and Liz.

"WE MISSED YOU!!!" they screamed in unison. They all ran up and hugged us, Ashton going to his car and laying on it. We talked outside for a while before a familiar face came out of the door.

"Abby? Hi!!!" I said excitedly.

"Hi!!!" she said back.

"What are you doing here? Not to be rude or anything," I asked.

"Well, Ash and I are dating," she said with a smirk.

"That's great!!!" I said hugging her.

We all walked inside the house and talked for hours.

Luke's POV

Recently, I'd been going through a depression. Not like deep depression when you think about suicide but I've just been thinking about death. Like, who would show up to my funeral?, would people at school act like they loved me when reality they don't give a sh*t?

Stuff like that.

So, I decided to write a letter to Lesley- to give to her after I die. Because you never know, you could die anytime.

After she went home, I went to my room. I pulled out a sheet of paper and began to write. I wasn't the best writer in the world but I wrote what I felt.

I was halfway done with the letter before I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in," I said loudly.

"Hey," I heard my mum say.

"Hi," I said putting my letter down.

"Your father sent you a letter," she said handing it to me.

"I don't want to have anything to do with that *ssh*l*," I said throwing the envelope in the trash.

"Lukey, he's still your father," Mum said back.

"He's not a very good one," I said honestly.

"I know, but-"

"Mum, he treated you like sh*t, he practically was a stranger to me, and he never calls unless he wants money. He is a sh*ty husband, a sh*ty father, and a sh*ty person. I don't want anything to do with him.

Mum stayed quiet for a moment before she kissed my forehead.

"It's your choice," she whispered and stood up. She walked out of the room and shut the door.

I looked at the envelope in the trash and debated on whether or not I should open it. My curiosity got to me and I opened it. It wasn't anything important. I was thinking it would be an apology but it was more like a "brag" letter. 

I crumbled it up and threw it in the trash. I picked up my letter to Les and finished it. I put it in an envelope and sealed it. 

"Ash!!! I yelled loudly. 

"Yeah?!?!" he yelled from his bedroom. 

"Come here!!!" I yelled back. I heard his footsteps come to my door and opened it. 

"Yeah, mate?"

"Can you hold on to this for me?" I asked him, handing the letter to him. 

"Yeah. What is it for?"

"I want you to give it to Les after I die," I said, making his face drop. 

"A-are you thinking of... su-"

"No, I just want to be ready," I explained. 

"Okay, that's good," he said clutching his chest. "But what if I die before you do? Or she does? Or you two break up before one of you die?"

"If she dies first, I'm screwed. If you die first, I have two other boys I can trust. And even if we break up I still want you to send it to her," I explained, chuckling slightly. He smiled and nodded. 

"Your wish is my command," he said getting up and walking out.