How To Unlove Jennie Kim

•25•hidden secrets

•Lisa•

Life has always been hard on me, darkness wasn't new I was used to it anyways.

But I thought that for a moment everything is fine now that you are between my arms but then I realized that no- love isn't everything, love isn't life like most people think

When you think it's too shiny know that there's definitely darkness waiting for you so be ready for it

When it's too dark know that it won't be last forever.

Because this is life, she plays us the way she likes

Just like kids playing with dulls.

But...love has always been that lighting spot in our darkness

That's why people can't live without love,

family is family because of the warmth they make us feel

because of the love they give us,

Because they accept us no matter how bad we are

Because they embrace our flaws

So I want you to imagine how would it feels not to have a family... well I don't have that.

Still I searched for love my whole life in them, because I wanted to know how it feels to be loved

How it feels to be accepted no matter how bad you are

But I guess life took that right from me too.

That's why life rewarded me you, Jennie.

That's why life rewarded me Jisoo unnie and Rosé

Because even if life isn't fair she ain't unjust too.

If she took something she gives another.

That's the logic of life.

"What are you thinking of?" A sweat voice broke my trail of thoughts

Of course it's you, my sunshine

"I was just think of how lucky am I to have such a lady like you by my side" a small smile formed on my mouth when I saw how your cheeks were turning to a shade of red

"I thought you were heartbroken after your best friend so called confession" you rolled your eyes huffing obviously annoyed

I chuckled when I realized that you might be jealous

"Why? Are you afraid I might return his feelings?" I teased which made you more annoyed

"Pfttt why would I be afraid? If you return his feelings then good for you go and date him then" I smiled widely at your childish actions

Girl really looked away crossing her arms with frowned eyebrows and a cute pout

I moved closer whispering in your ears teasing you a bit more "Are you jealous, Jennie Kim?"