How To Unlove Jennie Kim

•1• Selfish

                                        •LISA•

Another day, another classes, another disaster-why?
Cause yesterday I barley lived- yes lived, It's like my lungs forgot how to work,eyes how to shut,tears how to come.

The only thing I did was think of you, my love would I be selfish if I said I still love you? You are already taken it's not right, not just I am hurting myself no- I am betraying my bestfriend too, all I want is to see you happy, but why when I am not the reason behind your smile pains me? Why when it's not me kills me?

I knew from the start that we aren't meant, but I still hoped, a girl can dream right?

What makes it even worse is that I shared most of classes with you.., I couldn't focus on anything but how your beauty hurts me, your smile has been there for the rest of the day- would I be selfish if I said I'm jealous? Jealous cause I'm not the reason behind your happiness- jealous of your happiness...

Would I sound selfish if I said I still wanted you?

You are already his, I know, but baby why can't my heart know it too?

I continue walking to the first class, I didn't want to go... cause if so I would miss another heart break.

When I arrived your were already there, glomming as ever, your eyes met mine for the very first time in a while but baby when I avoided it, I knew, I knew I would never be able to say those three little words, it was just the way I am , forgive my foolishness, but when you look at me, I forget how to breathe, talk maybe walk too.

So Jennie Kim,

Love me, or teach me how to unlove you.

"When you fall in love, you have two choices, either you stay still and  wait for someone to catch you- or you just get up yourself and run."

                                       -R