SeoulMates | OT7 Soulmate AU

Yeoldaseot (열다섯)

The next morning I woke up still in Taehyung's arms. His chest rose and fell slowly as he was still asleep so I took this time to look at him. He is such a beautiful person, I couldn't help admiring his face. He began to stir, eventually opening his eyes, he blinked several times to adjust to the light from outside illuminating his room. He saw me and his eyes smiled before he did.

"Good morning" I smiled

"Morning" his voice was deep, raspy and sexy "How do you wake up beautiful?"

"I could ask you the same thing" I blushed, sitting up with a sheet covering my naked body. He sat up putting his back against the headboard then grabbed my hand, rubbing the back of it with his thumb. Images of the previous night flashed across my mind.

"Was I too rough with you last night?" He asked, with his top lip folded between his teeth

"No, it felt good and right. I loved being with you. Why do you ask?"

"I noticed a little bit of blood on the condom which could mean a few things. Since you said I wasn't too rough, that leaves the second, and most likely reason, were you a virgin Ma-ri?" I nodded shyly

"Technically yes"

"What does that mean baby, you have to explain it to me" he said now showing confusion in his expression

"I never had sex before last night but I've been penetrated" I covered my face with my hands as I thought about the best way to tell him about my uber embarrassing first sexual experience "When I was 19 and a sophomore in college I met a guy that I ended up dating for about 7 months. He broke up with me when his realized he was gay but prior to the end of our relationship we tried having sex but he chickened out every time but on two occasions he actually put it inside me but never did more than that. I never tried dating or hooking up with anybody else after him"

"Oh. Wow" was all he said

"It's so embarassaing" I looked down feeling like a loser

"The majority of people's first time is awkward and embarrassing, especially if both people are virgins. Nothing to be ashamed of, it's normal" Taehyung explained pulling me into a side hug, rubbing my bare arm

"I know but it's weird that my first time was almost with a guy who was trying to test if he was really gay or not"

"Is it though?" You now have seven gay-ish soulmates and gave your virginity to me" he chuckled at the irony of my situation "I guess bisexual is the right term but still until you some of us only have sex with each other, including me"

"Wow, you're right" I didn't feel so awkward anymore "So I was your first vagina?"

"Yep. 11 out of 10 experience, would definitely recommend it to a friend," he said, holding up all ten of his long fingers, making me laugh. "It may not have been the ideal experience in the beginning but I loved being with you, it was very different but so good at the same time"

"My first satisfied customer" I thrust my fist into the air sharing a giggle with Taehyung "Who has been with a woman before?"

"Namjoon and Hoseok have. Seokjin wanted to save himself for marriage but has only been intimate with us. Yoongi says he was always attracted to both sexes but has never had sex with women before, Jimin wanted to be with a woman but could never muster up the courage and Jungkook never fought against his desire for and attraction to men but sometimes he would struggle accepting himself as he is. It hasn't been easy but over the years we've figured ourselves and each other out pretty well to be as cohesive as possible"

"Do you ever feel like me being here is throwing off the balance you all have created? Or that I'm not meshing well with the group?"

"I can only speak for myself and the answer is no. When you first got here it was kind of awkward because we never lived with a woman that wasn't our mothers or sisters but I adjusted quickly. The only time I was ever uncomfortable was when you got your period but now I know what to expect and how to act accordingly" he explained. He spoke so calmly and candidly that I had to believe him.