Strawberry Wine | Jily/Lames/Flowerpot

VI

a/n: how long has it been? do you even remember me? this book? what happened last? (i dont blame you bc even i had to read back-) when even was the last update i- (i checked and JESUS JULY 23 WTF ITS 28 NOVEMBER AT THE TIME OF WRITING)

recap: jynlee broke up, lily likes james, james like lily and lily knows that, sirius is a king, marlene is a mood and frenk is still a meneger

hope you enjoy! wasn't really sure what to write but i gave it a go. my writing style has also dramatically changed, so i'll try to stick to the old one or keep on text <3

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TW: MENTIONS OF SLVT SH4M1NG

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Lily's head was spinning. The Statement About The End Of Jynlee was trending.  #ripjynlee was trending on every single social media platform. #jily #lames #flowerpot were trending everywhere. #pevans took twitter by storm before it was reported and deleted.

Lily's head was spinning. She had news articles, Twitter pages, Instagram pages, and even a few FaceBook forums lying open on her laptop but they were all blurred to her, because Marlene's frantic voice was blurred to her because all her brain could focus on was those eight words Sirius said.

"James Potter broke up with Kynlee for you."

Oh and also a constant string of whathefuckwhathefuckwhatthefucks.

She knew falling for James Potter was a bad idea. They'd told it to her on her first day. "Despite the publicity stunts, despite time spent building chemistry, never, NEVER fall for your co-star". 

His face hovered in her head and she couldn't focus, not on the articles screaming for attention, not on Marlene on a furious phone call with Frank and PR Paul and especially not on James Fucking Potter.

Lily's head was spinning. It was spinning out and out and out of control. Her eyes were shut tight, locking out the blurry words accusing her behind a curtain of darkness provided by her eyelids.

Reluctantly she opened them and scanned a few of the news articles and tweets. A few notable words stood out to her:

"Homewrecker"

"Whore"

"Bitch"

Someone was trying to trend #LilyEvansIsOverParty. Lily could feel her breathing become more labored with each word she read. They all blamed her for the Jynlee breakup. 

And some idiot had dug up pictures of her and James at the café the first time they met, misdating them to be more recent even though it was clearly England and she was clearly in shorts. 

"Slut"

"Side-chick"

"Rebound"

Lily's head was spinning and she couldn't take it anymore. She wanted to scream, she wanted to shout and she wanted to die inside.

Because, essentially, it was her fault wasn't it? She'd caught feelings for James and judging my Sirius's screenshot he'd felt the same. She should have been elated, she should have been happy, but she just felt terrible.