listen before i go - jack will

six.

we walk upstairs, and turn on the movie "someone great". auggie and summer are in one bed, since they want to let jack and i 'cuddle'. their words. "i'm gonna go change into my pajamas in my bedroom's bathroom. if anyone else wants to, you can use my mom's bathroom, the downstairs bathroom, or the bathroom here." i explain, moving out of jack's arms and getting off of the bed. "i'm gonna change too." summer says, getting up quickly and following me with a smile.

i chuckle a bit, considering she didn't even grab her bag. we get into my bedroom, and summer starts giggling uncontrollably. "yes?" i laugh a bit at her. "nothing... but i snagged one of jack's sleep-shirts while you guys were downstairs." she says and i roll my eyes sarcastically with a smile. "why did you do that, summer?" i ask, as i walk into my bathroom and start changing. "y/n/n- you have to wear it. he's gonna think it's hot that you're wearing his clothes, but also cute. trust me." she says, as she grabs the shirt that she took from jack, which she was hiding in the drawer of my desk.

"i don't know, what if he doesn't-" "shut up and put on the shirt." she smiles, handing me the shirt through the small crack of the bathroom door. so i put it on. i'm wearing sweat-shorts, and i don't sleep in a bra, so all i'm wearing is his shirt and my shorts (and underwear, obviously). i pull out my phone and take a quick mirror picture of me in his clothes, since i do look pretty hot. #selfconfidence #girlboss #hotgirl

i walk out of the bathroom, and summer smiles wide at me. "he's gonna love this. girl- you look so good." she says, making me smile. "stop flirting." i joke, and she laughs. "okay, so auggie and i are gonna try to go to sleep when i get back in there. also, since i said that i was changing, could i borrow some pajamas?" she asks with a chuckle. "of course. i'm gonna head back." "oh- wait! auggie actually just texted me and told me that jack is changing in the bedroom and auggie's changing in the bathroom, so we probably shouldn't go in there yet." she says and i chuckle. "yeah, you're probably right." she laughs back, as she heads into the bathroom to change.

auggie texts summer back, letting us know that they're done changing, and it's safe for us to go back. summer and i walk into the room, where i see jack waiting for me on our bed, wearing only sweatpants. no shirt. i feel my face get red as he smiles at me. "i wondered where that shirt went." he smiles, sitting on the edge of the bed. i walk over to him, as summer walks over to her and auggie's bed, the two of them smiling madly at us. jack puts his hands on my hips, pulling me closer to him, so now i'm standing in between his legs. he smiles up at me, moving back to the headboard.

i smile back at him, as i climb onto the bed and lie down next to him. he moves so that he can rest his head on my chest, and he wraps his arms around my waist. "okay, let's watch this movie already!" i say, as summer and auggie cheer sarcastically, and jack laughs into my neck, kissing it a few times.

soon enough, auggie and summer both fall asleep. "are you ready to talk downstairs?" jack whispers to me, and i nod. "okay, meet me downstairs in five." he says with a smile, as he gets up from the bed quietly and leaves the room. i can't help but smile, since his smile is just so contagious. i love that boy, i swear.

five minutes later, i sneak downstairs to see jack waiting for me on the couch with a smile. "what did you wanna talk about?" i ask him with a smile, as he stands up from the couch and walks towards me. "i love you, y/n. you know that." he smiles softly, and i smile back. "and i love you too. you're making me nervous, nothing good usually comes after this type of thing." i say, as he wraps his arms around my waist. "no, hopefully this is a good thing," he chuckles.

"c'mon jack, you got this." i joke, and he laughs a bit. "i guess what i'm trying to get at is- will you be my girlfriend? like- for real? i know we've said 'i love you' and everything, but i just wanted to make it official." he stutters out, making me smile. "of course jack." i reply, kissing his lips softly. he kisses me back, putting his hands on the sides of my neck. he starts to walk backwards, moving both of us toward the couch. he stumbles back onto the couch, causing me to laugh a little. "oh, hush." he jokes, continuing to kiss me.

he breaks the kiss, and lies down on the couch on his back, opening his arms for me to rest in them. "oh please. as if this couch could fit the both of us." i say with a laugh, as he chuckles and sits up. "okay, then let's go back upstairs. i'm getting kinda tired, and i just want to hold you in my arms tonight." he says, making my heart melt. "how are you so perfect?" i ask, and he shrugs jokingly. we go back up to the room, trying not to wake auggie and summer. jack lies down on his back, and i lay down next to him, resting my head in the crook of his neck. i brush my hand over his bare chest, as he brushes his fingers through my hair. "goodnight jack." i whisper, kissing his cheek. "goodnight y/n." he replies, kissing my forehead.

"i love you... so much." i say quietly, as he wraps his arms around my waist, like he's afraid he's never gonna see me again if he lets go, even for a second. "i love you so much more."