Underground

Chapter 51

Emerys POV

I was sitting on top of Xavier with my shirt off. Zara and Grace were cleaning the cuts on my back and even the guys were holding my arms, I was surprised Xavier let them. I had my head in Xavier's neck and he was holding on to my thighs.

"Ok here goes nothing," Zara said.

I felt something touch my back and it started burning .

"Ahhh, that fuckin hurts"I wimped out.

Zara and Grace kept it clean and I kept letting out screams and at this point, I was crying and my head was hurting, not only my head but my whole body. I feel so exhausted and weak.

"I can't n-no more I-it h-hurts so much," I said through my cries.

I really couldn't do it anymore, my back was burning and I'm in so much pain but if they don't clean it, I will get infected and that will be worse.

"You can do it, just a little longer," Xavier said, holding me tight even though he's holding me tight enough.

"I-I can't," I said crying in his neck.

I just want Zara and Grace to hurry it up cause I don't think I can take it for much longer. My back feels like it is on fire, my throat hurts from yelling, and my eye burns from all the crying. My head feels like it's going to explode, my body feels like it's going to shut down. I feel so weak and tired, I just wanna go to sleep and never wake up, but I can't. I went through all this just because of Xavier.

I don't know if I should hate Xavier, I mean he is the reason why I was gone for a week and getting wiped by someone he knows. I was kidnapped for god sake because of him, I mean how am I supposed to get over this. What does this mean for me and Xavier?. Is he just going to let me go after this, considering that he is the reason why this happened? Are we going to be together and I would have to go through more of this just to be with him?.

Is this even worth it, to be with Xavier? Not only is this about Xavier but it's also about Zara, Grace, Elijah, Isaac, and Zane. Would all this benefit me from still being friends with them?. If I decide to have nothing to do with Xavier, would I be able to still be friends with them?. Who am I kidding, I know they're all a part of the mafia, they're like family.

"Ok we're done, we just have to buy some cream, bandage it up and wrap you up," Grace said.

I felt Zara and Grace putting on the cream and it still hurt so bad that I bit into Xavier's shoulder.

"Ok sit up so we can wrap you up," Zara said.

I sat up and let the towel that was between me and Xavier fall. Once I lifted my head Xavier wasn't looking at me, he was looking to his right. I looked at Isaac and he was looking to his right, I turned to Elijah and he was looking to his left. I smiled, they were all being gentlemen.

"Ok you're all done," Grace said.

The guys let go of my arms and walked out of the room. Xavier looked back and smiled.

"Ok well, we're just going to leave you alone now" I hear Zara say, and the door closes.

"What happened," he asked, leaning his forehead on mine.

"A lot," I said.

I'm not really in the mood to talk to anyone, especially him, for right now.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" he asked, moving to look at me.

"No, I just wanna go to sleep," I said, moving off of him.

"Ok," he said and stood up from the bed.

I got under the cover and laid on my stomach, I turned my head the other way not looking at Xavier. I felt the bed dip in and the lights turn off.

"Good night," Xavier said.

I didn't say anything and just closed my eyes and let the darkness take over me.