Serendipity

Cleo[54]

I pushed pass Delilah and got in the car. She was standing outside the car looking at me then she got in.

"What's wrong??" She asked looking at me

"Nothing I just wanna go home..." I said

She sat back in her seat and looked out the window. The car ride home was silent, no music or nothing. Once we go home, she got out, got the kids out and we went in the house. She took the kids upstairs to bathe. I went outside and sat at the table in the backyard. My mind just started running wild. I didn't understand why he just won't give it up. We were fine and he comes and fucks everything up. He act like he is obsessed with us and don't have a life of his own.

My mind continued running wild until I heard the back door open. I looked at the door and it was Delilah. I looked at her then turned my head. She closed the door and I heard her walking up to me.

"You coming back in cuz mosquitoes are
out..." she said scratching her arm

"Nah..." I said

"Well I actually came out cuz I was bout to get in the shower. I came to see if you wanted to join??" She asked and I felt her looking at me

"I'm good..." I said

"What's your problem with me??" She asked looking at me

"You lied to me..." I said finally looking at her

"Lied to you about what Cleo??" She asked

"You told me you didn't put your mouth on
him..." I said looking at her

"I didn't..." she said

"Then why was he constantly saying that..." I said

"Because he's a liar Cleo. You outta all people should know that..." she said looking at me

"He told you in your face that you did..." I said

"He does shit like that. He want you to believe I did but I swear I didn't Cleo. I didn't put my mouth on him, kissing or nothing. Yes I had sex with him cuz I was forced. But I didn't do anything else..." she said looking at me

I turned my head to stop looking at her and sat back in the car. It was silent but I can still feel her looking at me.

"So what, you don't trust me??" She asked softly

I didn't say anything back.

"Okay..." she said walking away

She went back in the house and slammed the door. I closed my eyes, leaned my head back and let out a loud sigh.

Everything is going on right now is fucking insane. All this unnecessary drama is blowing me. I hate everything that is going on right now. I know I shouldn't be taking it out on Delilah but she hasn't been telling me everything that's been going on. I don't want her to feel like I can't trust her. But how am I supposed to when you want tell me about things when they happen. I get she's trying to protect the people she love but let me in. Let me help. Just like she don't want anything to happen to me or the kids. I don't want anything to happen to her or the kids.

After 30 more minutes of my mind running wild I finally got up to go in the house. I came in, lock the door and headed upstairs. As I walked to the front room I seen somebody on the couch I assumed it was the boys but as I got closer I seen it was Delilah. She was watching tv.