TW: THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN SELF HARM, EATING DISORDER, AND WILL ALSO CONTAIN ABUSE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Nini and Ricky just had an amazing winter break together, but now they had too head back too school. Going back they figure out what the next...
(Lime, in the first paragraph) (Anxiety/ Panic Attack)
Ricky's POV
On usual school days I would wake up too an overly annoying alarm blaring in my ear, but this morning I woke up too an overly annoying person poking me telling me too get up. Rolling onto my back I groaned as they continue too poke at me, until I felt something on my neck. Slowly the unknown person starts too kiss my neck, staying in the same place. Nipping at my neck, my eyes quickly shoot open as I sit up, coming face too face with Ej. Scowling at him I watch as he gets off the bed and says "you might want too cover that up." Confused I walk into the bathroom and look in the mirror too see a red mark that was slowly becoming darker. Sucking in a breath I yell "ELIJAH JAMES CASWELL GET IN HERE NOW." After a couple of seconds Ej comes sauntering through the bathroom door with a smirk on his face. "yes bubs?" Scowling at him I turn too where he can see my neck and the huge mark that he left.
Letting out a light laugh he leans up against the doorframe watching me as I turn back to the mirror try too cover up the mark. After a couple failed attempts of trying too scrub it off I finally give up, pushing past Ej. Ignoring his attempt too confront me about the situation. Quickly I threw on some new clothes, as well as one of my hoodie before walking out of my room without another words. As I did this I felt Ej trying too get my attention, but I shrugged off his hand and continued too grab my script from the living room, and everything else I need before grabbing my bag and walking out the door.
I knew that I was being over the top about the situation, but he didn't know how little Nini and I actually did. We had kissed, and we barley said I love you too each other before we had broken up for the last time. So when I saw the hickey on my neck I freaked out and took it out on him, running out the door, avoiding the situation, skateboarding too school. Even though I road my skateboard too school, I still got there pretty early. Not paying attention too the very few student in the hallway I walked too my locker and opened it, only too come face too face with Franklin. Surprised I pull him out of the locker and find a note on his stomach. Reading it I smile slightly before putting Franklin back in my locker and grabbing everything I need for the day.
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*Skip time*
By the time lunch came around I was nerves. What was I going too say too him? Do I apologize for blowing up on him? Do I do all the talking? Do I let him do all the talking? Every time that Nini and I fought as a couple we basically broke up, so I don't know what I'm doing. But I don't want too loose him, I can't loose him. As I reached the door too the auditorium I froze, my heart started speeding up, my palms became sweaty, and I began too only be able too take small breaths. As I walked in I found Ej sitting on the stage, muttering something too himself, so slowly I walked towards him, trying too take breaths of air as I walked towards him, but I couldn't. I reached the stage and watched as Ej looked up, noticing me for the first time since I entered. Tapping the spot next too him I slowly sat down, keep a little distance between the two of us.
