Can he be fixed?

(2)Will Ricky ever get a break?

*HAS SELF HARM AND PANIC ATTACK IN THIS CHAPTER*

Nini's POV

The next time I woke up the sun was slowly rising in the sky, and Ricky was still fast asleep underneath me. Thats when everything from the day before came back too me, he was so gentle and never took advantage of me. It was everything I wanted too happen when I had though about doing it, and he was the person that I wanted it too happen with. So with a smile on my face I slowly got out of bed and started too get ready for the day grabbing one of my sweaters and a pair of grey boots too match it. So after taking a quick shower and doing my usual morning routine I was ready for the day, but when I walked out of the bathroom that was connected too my room I couldn't help but marvel at the boy sleeping peacefully on my bed.

But the scene was short lived as he began too stir and wake up, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes and yawning. Smirking at the boy I walked over and kissed him on the cheek as I sat down next too him, which he just smiled back. But that was short lived one his phone started going on showing the caller ID, dad, which I new was a bad sign when he declined the call and turned his phone off. Concerned I grabbed his hand, getting him too look in his eyes which he just sighed and sat up before leaning his head my shoulder before he started talking. "My mom and Todd had showed up yesterday unexpectedly saying that they are taking me back too Chicago with them, and that we were leaving at the end of the weekend, because they want me too be apart of there family now. Like them coming now isn't bad enough, like seriously what did I do too deserve all of this. She was talking about if I didn't go with her then she would try and take custody away from my dad." After saying all of that he broke down crying, I just sat there telling him that everything would be okay, but I wasn't too sure about the words that were coming out of my mouth. We both knew the connections that his mom had and the positions that both sides are at.

After another half hour of talking Ricky had calmed down, but his head was still laying on my shoulder while my hand slowly went through his hair trying too keep him as calm as possible. But after another 10 or so minutes of this my phone began going off, reading the caller ID I knew I had too answer. So kissing him on the top of his head I laid him back on my bed saying I had too take this and I would be back right after, so after seeing him nod I quickly exited the room and answered my phone.

*The call*(Rd:Rickys dad) (N: Nini)
Rd: hey Nini so yesterday Ricky left after him mom and Todd showed up and I haven't heard from him since and I'm starting too get worried. Do you know where he is?
N: Yah he's here with me Mr. Bowen, he spent the night here trying too calm down and he's in my room right now
Rd: Okay well I need him home because his mom is here and we both need too talk too him, so I'm going too come and pick him up, I'll be there in 10, okay
N: Okay see you then

Then hanging up the phone she headed back into her room and sat down on her bed before telling Ricky that he should probably get ready for the day. Sighing he got up and quickly went too the bathroom and got dressed in some close that he had left at Nini's encase something like this had happened, then grabbing Nini's hand they both headed down stairs, each of them grabbing a piece of fruit from the fruit bowl. After sending a quick morning text too her moms Nini locked her phone as she heard someone knock on the door. Knowing who it was she grabbed Ricky's hand as he just gave her a questioned look as they both walked towards the door. Then opening the door we were greeted by Rickys dad and mom standing there with a angry look on both there faces. Not waisting any time his mom began too yell at Ricky, saying that he shouldn't have ran away and that he should have told them sooner where he was. At that point Ricky was hyperventilating until he bolted up stairs not saying anything too the three of us. 

Ricky's POV

As I bolted up stairs I quickly locking myself in Nini's bathroom sitting on the ground against the door as I started digging around in my pocket. After a couple of seconds I pulled out the blade from my pocket, as I began too pull down my sleeve and drag it down my wrist. This is something that no one knew I do, not even Nini, I have been depressed the last year or two and once I heard about this being a good stress relieve from a show that I had watched once, so I tried it and I haven't really stopped. When all else fails with my panic attacks this is the only thing that can really ground me too the world. So here I am now with a dozen of cuts all over my left wrist and tears slowly drying up as I sat there watching the blood drip down my arm, and just as I though that I was alone someone came knocking on the door. So I quickly pulled down my sleeve, and shoved the blade back in my pocket before opening the door too find Nini on the other side. She quickly brought me into a hug telling me that I was going too be okay.