There Won't Be A Tomorrow (Niall Horan)

Chapter 23 Promise I Could Never Keep

Chapter 23

*Jensyn's POV*

I heard the front door open and shut close. My head was leaned against the cold bathroom wall and I was sitting on the tiles right next to the toilet. Nobody was home, everyone left which left me wandering who it could be. I forced my weak legs to get up but I couldn't. I didn't eat since forever I'm afraid I would throw it up, my body is weak and sore. The boys phoned earlier to check on me I just told them the truth and not to worry about it but something tells me they did. Foot steps got near as the door slowly opened.

"Jensyn?" his cute voice rang through the room, aw he was looking for me. "my gosh are you alright! Zayn phoned me and told me" he hurried beside me with worry on his flawless face.

"I'm alright, been better days but I'm fine" I slowly said, it was silent for a few seconds. He kneeled down beside me and stroke my hair, just studying my face.

"you're so beautiful" he mouthed looking into my eyes. I shock my head and looked down at my lap. "you really are, just remember this I'm always honest with people." a small smile spreader across his face. "let's get you into bed so you can rest, alright love?" I slowly nodded before he picked me up bridal style and walked to where my room was. He gently laid me down on the bed like I was made out of glass. The covers were pulled over me making my cold body. Niall made sure I was okay than walked to the door.

"no don't leave me!" I felt like a child with that tone in my voice, he chuckled and leaned against the door frame.

"don't worry I'll be right back I'll just make you a hot cup of tea, it would made you feel better" Niall's figure left the room making me feel alone. I feel helpless and weak. I hope it's not getting to me that fast I hope it's just because of not eating, I can't leave now. Minutes later Niall came back and placed the cup on the night table.

"come here" I patted the spot next to me and smiled big. He slowly made his way on the other side and slipped next to me. His elbow accidentally hit my arm he said sorry so many times until he looked back at my arm. It was purple-ish now. His mouth was shaped into a small "o" than it went completely solum.

"what?" his voice had fear in it

"well people with leukemia bruise easily at times" I quietly said. "don't worry about it"

His mouth opened to speak nothing came out but it slowly closed again.

"why you?" his warm finger brushed onto my cheek making it feel tingly. His eyes were sad and pain was flooding them. "why someone I love" a small tear rolled down his flawless face. He shed a tear for me, I kissed the tear away from his cheek and brought his hand in mine. His big hand moved to my hip gently bringing me closer to him, his body was warm. I rested my head against his chest while listening to his heart beat. His lips made contact with my forehead than he gently rested his head on mine.

"promise me something?" I looked up into his eyes, he gave me a small nod. "promise me that if something happens to me you'll go on with your life and live it don't think about me..." i whispered looking away from him. His chest rising up shaking.

"that's a promise I would never keep."....