There Won't Be A Tomorrow (Niall Horan)

Chapter 37 Surprise

Chapter 37

*Jensyn's POV*

I woke up tucked into my bed. I have no idea what happened after I got outside. I slowly got up seeing a pile of wet clothes on my floor.

"Niall?" I walked out into the hallway, but instead of Niall my mom was there.

"he left bright and early to find a hotel room" she informed me

"can you please take me there?" I made my best sad face, it always works.

"alright" she grabbed her keys.

Finally reached his hotel, he opened the door. Seeing a cute sleepy Niall just made me wanna jump of him. But of course I had to stay calm. Don't want to scare him off.

"well can I come in?" I laughed standing awkwardly outside his hotel room.

"what's the password?" he had a cheeky grin on.

"I don't know just let me in!" I stumped my feet. Crossing my arms but he just laughed at me.

"you're so cute, fine I ll tell you the password, lean closer so nobody could hear it." ya like someone could really hear it. He grabbed my face and kissed me. He kicking the door closed, pushing me lightly into the door.

"I like that password!" i smiled pressing a peck on his cheek.

"don't ever scare my like that again!" his hands were cupping my cheeks, his eyes were looking into mine with sadness and frightened look on his face.

"I'm sorry" I tilted my head down looking at my feet.

"I'm scared of you standing I don't want you to collapse again." he grabbed my hand and sat me down on the edge of his bed making sure I would be standing.

" nice clothes by the way" he winked. I looked down. This is not what I was wearing today...

"did you change my clothes" my cheeks reddened

"ya, don't worry I've got some respect in myself I wouldn't take advantage of that, my eyes were closed shut." he took a pause "I just didn't want you to get sick sorry if-" I shut his rambling with my lips.

"thanks I love that you would do that for me, I love you?" I asked walking to the window looking outside. Great, wasn't long until paparazzi found Niall. I walked out on the balcony looking up at the sky. Niall's arms wrapped around me while his chin was on my shoulder. We stayed like that for along time just thinking, well I was. I sat down on the hard surface and laid on my back looking at the clouds. They were passing by quickly. The sky is starting to clear up. Niall did the same, starting to point at clouds.

"that one looks like a bunny!" he laughed pointing at a fluffy cloud.

"no it looks like a turtle!" I commented. He shook his head smiling.

"that one looks like a old lady." I pointed to another.

"no it looks like 2 dogs humping each other" I bursted out laughing. "what it's true!" he laughed with me.

"you have such a interesting imagination!" I looked at his face, but it was focused on something else.

"that ones my favorite" his finger pointed to a heart shape cloud. I looked at it disappearing slowly behind the hotel. It was dead silence. Not even our breather were heard, he turned his face towards me.

"have you ever just wanted to stop the clock? And live forever?" I asked almost whispering.

"everyday..." he looked back at the sky. Tears started forming in my eyes, he looked back at me with a worried face.

"I'm scared, there I said it! I'm scared I can't put on a brave face anymore. Everyday when I wake up I think what if I don't get to live tomorrow and it's starting to scare me! Im so frightened." I bought my knees to my head hugging them tight. Niall's arms wrapped around me pulling my body towards his. It felt safe, like a shield protecting me.

"I'm as scared as you, and I'm not going to let anything ever happen to you. I promised and it's one promise that I'll be keeping"

"thank you" I hugged him tight. It was quiet again until the door flew open.

"SURPRISE!"