There Won't Be A Tomorrow (Niall Horan)

Chapter 30 She's Gone...

Chapter 30

*Niall's POV*

No no no! I ran but the door closed. She's gone. She's leaving me!

"fuuuuuuck" I swore out loud. A few women turned giving me bad looks. Stupid paparazzi stupid traffic I could've been here way before her.

"bye, I love you" I quietly said portending she could hear me. All I wanted to do was hold her in my arms and never let go of her. I walked out of the airport in the pouring rain, funny how the weather changes so fast. Also funny how the sky looks sad just like me, crying and darken. I took my car out to the lake. Sitting on the dock in the cold rain just looking at the motionless water. My knees were to my chest and my back was against a wooden pole. Closing my eyes shut, all the memories started flooding back. I didn't even get to finish her bucket list. Tears started to escape my eyes, blending with the rain. She slipped right out of my finger tips, if only I wouldn't have been so stupid. I got up and drove back home. The boys were all in the living room waiting for me.

"WHERE IS SHE?" Louis asked rushing towards me. I shook my head and looked down.

"its all my fault she left!" Harry said angry.

"what did you do this time!" Liam snapped at him

"guys just stop ok it's nobody's fault but mine" I walked out the room into the kitchen. The fridge was full but it looked empty to me, I don't even feel like eating anymore. Leaving fast into my room and slamming the door shut. I took the bucket list out of my pocket and crumbled it, throwing it on the ground. What am I going to do now? The girl I love just left me, with no information. Where she lives. Nothing! I stayed looking at the wall for 10 minutes, thoughts running through my mind but it still felt empty. Blank. Why did this have to happen to me! I was perfectly happy single enjoying life! Who am I kidding meeting Jensyn was the best thing that has ever happened next to being put in a band and the whole journey.

"hey Niall can we come in?" Zayn knocked on the door.

"ye" as soon as I said it they all walked in.

"let's go out to eat, you feel better when you're full." Liam sat beside me.

"we'll think of something don't worry she's not getting rid of us that fast" Louis laughed sitting on the other side patting my shoulder.

"yeah we're smart enough".. "I think" Harry stood in the door way.

"I'm to lazy to get out of the house" I spoke shrugging.

"there's always pizza, we'll order some" Zayn suggested getting our his phone. We all nodded our heads.

It took awhile for the pizza to get here but it was alright. We all were changed in our pjs wandering the house. Harry payed for the pizza and brought it inside. We all setteled on the couch watching some scary movies and eating pizza. My mood wasn't exactly up and it will never be until I find her but I can't let my boys down.

"how am I suppose to find her?" I stuffed another slice of pizza in my mouth

"well... There's always Liv" Harry suggested. Yes!

"Curly you're smart today!" I winked shoving him lightly. I could ask Olivia!

"I'm asking her tomorrow and on a plane I'll be going!" my voice sounded happy well because I am.

"umm you kinda can't..." Zayn paused picking up another slice "interview, and all 2 weeks ahead we're busy. Concerts, award shows, more interviews, rehearsal."

My mood complitly changed, I threw the pizza back in the box.

"ugh why!!!!!" I leaned my head against the back of the sofa. "I might not have two weeks if I don't act fast!"

"we'll find a way we care about her as much as you do!" Louis looked at me sincerely.

What would I do without them!