Chapter 16
*Jensyn's POV*
"hey you okay?" his Irish accent rung from the other side of the door, I nodded then realized he couldn't see me.
"yeah I'm fine..." I flushed the toilet pretending I used it. I opened the door and got greeted by Niall leaned against the wall right beside the door, in sweats and a shirt. To be honest it looked so hot! I smiled and stepped in front of him. He looked at me and spoke
"there's something about you that you're not telling me, and I need to know" his face went sad and looked into my eyes. If I tell you you'll run away and leave me, you'll reject me and find someone new, you'll think it's contagious. Sometimes I over think but some people could be like that. I just shook my head and gave him a smile, he didn't buy it tho
"what are you hiding!? Do you turn into a pumpkin at midnight or something. The other day you just ran away in the woods, on the boat the same, then talked about dying and this on twitter?" he flashed his phone in my face seeing the tweet I sent to the girl who told me to die. My eyes moved around the room, I can't tell him what if he won't understand..
"I just can't tell you, please understand." I half whispered looking down at my feet.
"I'm here for you, any day and hour any minute. I'm worried"
"thanks, but you won't understand... Or just give it awhile" who am I kidding there's not even two months left. The whole house was dead silent, it was only the sound of our breathing it was creepy in a way but I think I might be safe with Niall. He nodded his head and took my hand, leading me to the living room.
"movie time!" he yelled running to get the phone. "and pizza time!" he flopped down next to me on the couch and dialed a number "hello, can I have 1 pepperoni 1 Hawaiian 1 bacon and cheese and 1 cheese only" my eyes widen and looked at him
"umm are you planning to eat the whole pizza place?" I laughed while he just made funny faces at me.
"nope, I just like a lot of choices to choose from and the boys will come home and be dead hungry so there might be some left for them." 'might' "I'm not a starving kid from Africa but I do love my food." he smiled and looked through the movies. "what do you want to watch?" he got some movies out and handed them to me. I picked Remember The Titans and handed it to him, he looked at me weird then turned back and placed it in the DVD.
"oh I thought you were gonna pick some sad crying movie or some chick flick" he laughed sitting down beside me.
"nahh"
"thank god! Haha, I like them sometimes but sometimes not really" he spoke letting a little chuckle leave his lips.
"ya same, now shhhh it's starting!" I leaned back and sunk deeper into the couch keeping my eyes on the screen.
"you're so cute" his voice sounded oddly close I turned to face him but my nose hit his, his eyes looked into mine and got closer to my lips. It was so close... But the doorbell rang!
"PIZZA'S HERE!" he yelled running to the door. Damn you door bell, damn you pizza and damn you pizza deliverer dude! So close! He came back with a bunch of boxes in his hand, he put them all on the table and sat down well practically broke the couch.
We watched the movie, ate pizza and talked for a bit, but it was getting late and he drove me back. Patry and Liv were already home on the couch watching Friends. I sat down next to them and just looked at the ceiling nice to know they notice me.
"GURRLLLL HOW'S YO BOYFRIEND!" they both yelled turning at me.
"still beautiful as ever!" I responded smiling. They both said a small 'aww'. I went to my room and changed into my pjs and got back with them.
"guys he keeps on asking what's wrong with me, he suspects something" I said quietly.
"maybe because he really cares" said Liv giving me a loving smile.
"but what if he just says that.." I trailed off thinking, he could be just saying that.
"but if he wants to know so bad then I'm sure he cares" Liv said again
"do what ever your heart is telling you, follow you heart!" Patry added.
***
I got into my bed and just looked up at the white ceiling.
'follow your heart'
'follow your heart'
I kept thinking.
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There Won't Be A Tomorrow (Niall Horan)
ФанфикThere was this girl Jensyn, she was beautiful, full of life and you couldn't ever see her sad but times have changed. When she went for a check up at the her family doctor they found out she as blood cancer also known as leukemia, soon enough she st...
