Chapter 13
*Jensyn's POV*
I woke up with the sunshine in my face, my body ached a little let's face it sleeping in the back seat of the car isn't really the most comfortable thing in the world. Niall's sweet cologne filled my nose making me smile with the reminder that he's here. I lifted my head off his chest and sat up. My hand brushed against his soft cheek he was so adorable when he slept, oh imagine waking up with that next to you every morning. I opened the door quietly and stretched, inhaling the fresh air of England. A funny feeling grew in my stomach and I felt dizziness fill my mind. Oh god not here I can't let Niall see. I started to run somewhere just not here. I stopped near where the tree outline started and threw my insides out.
"JENSYN" I heard a voice yell.
"Jensyn where are you"
"Jensyn where the bloody hell did you take off to?"
"JEN- are you alright?" He spotted me, great ! He was sound asleep when I left.
"Niall don't come here" I said getting up off my knees, I walked over to him "I'm fine, just wanted to go for a walk" I lied, he nodded but concern still filled his face.
"you scared me, you just took off" he pulled my body into his and kept me there for a few moments. Can this last forever just me in his strong arms staying here forever never letting go. "you look quite pale, you sure you're alright?" he looked at my face with sadness in his eyes. I just nodded and smiled. He took my hand and we headed back to the car.
"I got up and tried the car again and guess what it worked! Isn't that amazing we can go back!" he cheered running towards the car I followed after him just a little slower since my energy is kind of down. I got in the front seat and leaned my head against the cold window slowly falling asleep.
*after a few hours*
"hey wake up we've arrived" someone shook me lightly I opened my eyes to see the Irish cutie in front of me. I smiled and got out of the car I made my way fast to the door and got greeted by the same people Liv, Patry and Harry. They all smiled and said hello, I grabbed Liv and Patry by their hands and dragged them up the stairs. They both looked so confused at me so I decided to tell them
"I need to talk to you" I said as I closed the door to my room, they both sat on the bed.
"oh good I thought you were going to rape us.." Patry let out
"of course you did!" I sad down beside them and just tried to think of what to say.
"ok so you know how I've been spending time with Niall" I started but soon interrupted by Liv
"quite a lot of time"
"well I really like him and'' I let out yet again someone had to kick in
"awww" Patry smiled looking at me
"WOULD YOU TWO JUST LISTEN, please" they both put a sad face on and nodded their heads
"I like him a lot and it looks like he likes me too I love spending time with him, but I'm getting sicker by the day and I feel like I'm getting more attached to him by the minute and it hurts the thought that I have to leave I also don't want to tell him what if he doesn't understand"
"look its gotta be hard I don't want to say I know it's hard because I don't know and I wish we could change positions so you can live life like you want to but just think positive" Liv patted my leg lightly and hugged me tight her comment made my heart ache of how much I am going to miss her
"and about Niall, he'll understand if you tell him he's a great guy and he stays loyal for the ones he loves and cares about and believe me you're one of them." Patry added
"thanks guys but what if I just go back to my parents I'll do him nothing but good by leaving he won't find out about my cancer and I'll die in peace knowing there's no one suffering about my leaving" they both looked at me with sad eyes
Patry looked at me then at her hands and over Liv both having the same facial expression "running away won't solve anything and we'll be the ones suffering"
"you'll solve it somehow you're a smart girl" Liv added not looking at me at all, she looked over at Patry and mouthed 'i can't stay in here anymore' before letting tears fall down her cheeks, Patry followed after her leaving me alone in my room. Great I made both of them cry now. I stuck my face deep into my pillow. JUST TAKE ME NOW! My silent screams were interrupted by a knock on the door, it slowly opened and someone sat beside me.
"hey are you alright?"Harry's familiar voice filled the room.
"been better why?" I mumbled into my pillow
"you'll suffocate get up!" he chuckled and took my hand helping me up "I was just having a crying session with the girls down stairs myself and I wanted to tell you that I'm here for you just like the rest of us we all love you even though we met you not long ago you mean a lot to us and Niall he will be by your side the girls would've said it themselves but you know them when they cry they can't stop that's why I the man came to the rescue!" he lightened up the mood by making me laugh
"sure 'the man'! But thanks it means a lot" I gave him the biggest smile I could he gave me a quick hug
"now get ready, we're off to the concert soon!" he cheered getting out of my room
"wait? Concert?"
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There Won't Be A Tomorrow (Niall Horan)
FanfictionThere was this girl Jensyn, she was beautiful, full of life and you couldn't ever see her sad but times have changed. When she went for a check up at the her family doctor they found out she as blood cancer also known as leukemia, soon enough she st...
