There Won't Be A Tomorrow (Niall Horan)

Chapter 18 Dreams...

Chapter 18

*Jensyn's POV*

I sat down on the couch waiting for Niall to come back put instead Harry just threw himself on the couch I'm surprised this thing isn't broken yet.

"how's this lovely lady on this fine afternoon" his strong British accent kicked in making me laugh for no reason.

"I shall say I'm quite alright!" I mocked his accent then shook my head "I should just not do that ever again!" he laughed at me then leaned in to my ear.

"did you tell him?" his voice went quiet as of nobody should hear, for a split second I looked around trying to think what I had to tell Niall I forgot everything about it, I feel like a normal girl but I'm not... I shuck my head and bit my lip holding back the tears "I just suggest that you tell him sooner then later" he said quietly with a small smile on his face, a sweet smile. Niall's foot steps hurried down the stairs and he made his way back to me. His smile was up to his ears and his arm was around my shoulder, how could I ruin that smile? How could I tell my boyfriend that his girlfriend has cancer... I just couldn't at least not today, Harry gave me a look like this is the time, I just shuck my head again 'look at that smile how could I ruin it, not today' I mouth it to him he nodded his head and got up. I leaned my head on Niall's shoulder and closed my eyes. I must of been really tired because I felt sleepiness flow through me.

' I felt funny and I opened my eyes, I took a quick look around and there were two people in front of me... Niall and wait I should move to see better... And me! I couldn't hear anything and everything was a blur but us. Niall had the biggest smile on his face but I said something and it faded he... He just walked away and never looked back "THIS IS WHY I DIDN'T WANT TO TELL YOU" I read on my lips the words I've said. I'm scared! I wanted to wake up so badly but I just jumped into another dream, instead this one was a bit different but it was still Niall and me... He looked deeply into my eyes and by the minute it got more worried I didn't say anything but he sense that something wrong. Tears started flowing and I chocked out something Niall's eyes filled up and wrapped his big warm arms around me making me feel safe. 'I'm here for you' his lips read '

I woke up quick and looked around I was... I don't know where I was.

I got out my phone and texted Niall.

To Niall: any chance you know where I am haha, I'm lost

It took a few minutes but he responded.

From Niall: you're in our quest room, you kinda feel asleep and I didn't want to wake you up. You were too cute to disturb

To Niall: oh ok, I was just scared for a second. Come here... Please!

I just... After does dreams I felt scared, I felt unsafe that whenever I tell him I'm still going to break his heart. Even if he takes it like the first part of the dream or the last one we're both going to be broken hearted an-

My thoughts got interrupted by the door opening.

"I'm here! Did you miss me?" he jumped on my bed and crossed his legs. I leaned in and turned on the lamp next to me.

"oh indeed I missed you" I said smiling at him. "what time is it?"

"hmm I think it's like 5" he looked around for a watch I guess but just checked his phone instead. "yup it's 5:30, why so early"

"just some dreams bugging me, but you're here and I'm fine now" I looked at him and patted the spot next to me. He got in and laid his head in the pillow. His eyes gazed at the ceiling and then at me.

"there's something about you... That... That I still need to find out. I know there's something more to you, then just a beautiful, funny, amazing person. Can you help me find that something?" his voice sounded soft and quiet his words sounded clear.

"I don't know" I said quietly looking at his sparking eyes "I'll tell you... Sometime later today." I didn't realize what I was saying, my eye lids felt heavy again.

"ok promise?" i nodded at his question and closed my eyes. I felt him grab my hand and kissed it lightly. My hand felt tingly, a smile creeped on my face and I fell asleep again.