There Won't Be A Tomorrow (Niall Horan)

Chapter 31 2 Weeks Later

Chapter 31

*Jensyn's POV*

2 weeks later

My routine since I came back:

Sleep

Wake up

Eat

Do nothing

Think about what would've happened if I stayed

And repeat

But today I decided I would do something different because I need a change I can't beat myself anymore. It would only make me worst. I walked around my town trying to get some energy in myself from the nice weather. It didn't work very much, I still felt weak. I've been getting worse and worse with each day passing by ever since I left Niall it's been getting to me 10x faster. It's like he was my life source, the one who kept me strong. Even the town looked lifeless in my eyes.

I've been regretting stepping in that plane ever since I got here. Why was I so stupid! I guess Niall was right. Again thinking about that day there's no day I don't think about that. I just beat myself with my own thoughts. He never really tried contacting me at all which brought me down even more I would always go online or have the phone next to me hoping he would do something. Eventually I grown tired of it and I stopped shortly he wasn't coming back at all and I had to face the ugly truth. Then rumors of him and other girls started that's when I really gave up, I did nothing but stay in bed all day. Depressed.

The hospital pretty much knows me now, I've been in it for a few days but it turned out it was more depression getting to me then the disease.

My parents welcomed me back with arms wide, my dad questioned why I came so early and what actually happened. I couldn't say a word because I would just start crying but I'm pretty sure mom had told him. They've let me in my own world, I'm not like I was before and I can see it hurts them but soon they'll have to be used to not seeing me at all.

I walked around a small little park. Kids playing everywhere it reminded me the day Niall bought me my guitar. A smile creeped on my cheeks thinking of that day. I felt someone tap my shoulder so I turned around, 2 girls smiling up at me.

"are you Jensyn?" one of them ran right into me hugging me tight. A little bit off guard but I hugged her back.

"I love you! You're such an inspiration you and Niall are perfect!" the other one hugged me too, I smiled at them. They're compliments making my heart flutter. "I know he'll come back for you, don't you worry"

"thanks and I love you too! I wish more people like you were around here" I chuckled lightly, they took out their phones and snapped a picture with me. I looked horrible pale face and my hair up.

"you're so perfect" one of them spoke looking at the picture I shook my head lightly and waved walking away.

Liv came back finally but I didn't really get to see her that much. She had to go back to school, she missed a lot in the passed month so she has to do it.

Hours passed and I finally got home. My legs so weak I could collapse any minute. I let myself fall on the soft couch.

I was getting dark outside, which means mom will be home any minute. Just like I thought, she walked through the door.

"hey how are you feeling today" she asked sitting down next to me.

"worse than yesterday but better than tomorrow"

She laughed lightly at me "would you go get the mail? I forgot on the way back"

I pushed myself up slowly walking out the door. It was pitch dark by now and I had to go all the way to the front lawn.

Bills bills bills and other bills. Great I sound just like my parents now... A cold hand was placed on my shoulder making me drop everything out of my hand.

"need some help with picking them up, princess?" the voice said.