There Won't Be A Tomorrow (Niall Horan)

Chapter 47 I'm Sorry

Chapter 47

*Jensyn's POV*

I came into the room crying, falling on the bed and just cry. I felt even weaker then yesterday and more alone then yesterday. I shouldn't have made such a big deal out of it. I'm so stupid. The truth is in not getting any better and I am going to come to a point where I'd do anything just to stay alive. But I can't go there be like 'ya I overreacted and you can pay for everything' no I blew my chance and he's probably canceling everything now. I turned my face to the ceiling looking up. I sat up and grabbed Niall's shirt off the floor, I hugged it tight and curled up into a ball. One hour passed, no noise. Two hours passed, nothing. Three hours passed, still nothing. On the fourth one I decided to get up and see what's going on.

"Guys?" My voice echoed in the empty place. I opened the door and walked over to Lou's door, knocking on it. No response. I went back seeing a note on the counter.

" We're gone to an interview be back soon! We'll bring supper!  

Liam xx"

I ran to the elevator to see of they're just leaving. And just my luck the elevator was already going down. I ran down the stairs trying not to faint or something. So many stairs, and they keep on coming. After I was half dead I made it outside Niall and Harry were just getting into a car. Niall got out of the car and walked towards me and... Everything went black.

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"Did you cancel the interview?" I heard Niall's voice.

"Ya well Zayn, Louis and I were already there so we just told them you guys couldn't make it so they booked it for another time" Liam explains. I opened my eyes looking around. A hospital room I should get use to it...

"N-Niall I'm sorry" when he heard my voice he came quickly to the bed.

"It's not you're fault, it's okay" he sat next to me smiling.

"No I'm sorry for the whole concert thing, I overreacted and I'm so sorry you have no idea how sweet I think that is that you would do that for me no body would ever do that for me and I just-" he stopped my blabbing on with a kiss on the cheek.

"We all thought of it, we just want you with us you're the life of the party!" He took my hand smiling.

"After I left I realized that I'm not going to get any better and the fact that you care about me so much and actually help me just struck me how bad I treated you about it, I love you" I closed my eyes holding onto his hand.

"Awwwe!" Louis voice rang from across the room. And an 'ow' as well, I'm guessing elbowed by Liam Payne classic.

"Okay well we're going to go! Bye feel better love!" Zayn said stepping out, they all waved expect for Niall.

"I'll be staying if you don't mind" him and his cheeky smile I swear.

"No I mind get out!" His puppy dog face was so cute and sad, then we both started laughing. I shifted on that small hospital bed and made room for him. He sat right at the edge trying not to take to much space. I just grabbed him to come closer to me.

"There's room Niall!" He shifted on his side faceing me looking down at our hands. It was quiet for a little while until his voice filled the room.

"So what does your dream house look like?" hmm weird question but i shrruged 

"Never really thought of that. What about you?" I looked up at his face which was still focused on something else. 

"I dont care as long as you're in it." a smile creept on his face, his eyes focused on mine. 

"When's the concert going to be?" he seemed surprised that i asked but he kept on smiling.

"as soon as possible" his had wrapped around my waist, i guess he was tired because his eyes closed. He looked so cute when he was sleeping, i can't believe i got mad at him when he was just trying to help. Thanks to him i might have a chance to live longer. Nobody compares to him no boyfriend would ever do that for me. I fell asleep after i let my mind wonder and before i knew it it was moring.