i frantically picked up the test and buried it deep in the bathroom garbage. i then decided tyler could still find it, so i ran outside and threw it in the outside trash can. i rushed back inside and sat at the table, trying to get myself together.
i felt like i couldn't breathe and my heart was beating out of my chest. i felt like my entire world was going to collapse.
i was having a panic attack.
i tried to take deep, reserved, breaths. i also grabbed a bottle of water and drank it. i then tried to assure myself it would all be okay.
after about fifteen minutes, i was completely calm and able to get to bed. i headed to mine and tyler's room. surely enough, he was still fast asleep with a slight smile on his face. it warmed my heart to see him so calm and collected.
i changed into a twenty one pilots t-shirt and a pair of black shorts. i then slid into bed, cuddling up next to tyler.
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"AH SHIT!" i jolted awake to the smell of smoke and tyler yelling. i immediately jumped out of bed and ran to the kitchen. tyler was waving his arms around trying to clear the house of smoke.
"what the hell are you doing?" i asked. tyler jumped slightly and turned to face me.
"i was trying to make you breakfast.." he told me, with a sympathetic smile. i went up to him and pulled him into a tight hug.
"i love you and i appreciate all this but you can't cook."
"i just wanted to surprise you, that's all..."
"well you did surprise me, so don't worry. i thought the house was on fire." i chuckled slightly. he shrugged jokingly.
"not today, sweetheart. not today." he joked. i laughed.
"so..cereal?" i suggested. he nodded in agreement.
tyler and i got out bowls and picked out the cereals we wanted. i chose lucky charms and tyler chose captain crunch. once we got our bowls, we sat at the table.
"so how was i last night..?" tyler asked me.
"you were definitely drunk. but i took care of you." i told him. he blushed out of embarrassment.
"i'm so sorry-"
"tyler you're fine. don't worry about it, okay?" i interrupted him. he nodded, taking a bite of his cereal.
"so what did you do after you put me to bed?" tyler asked me. i shrugged.
"oh i just when to the store. grabbed a pregnancy test, took it, and oh yeah i'm pregnant haha." i said, rushedly. tyler choked on his cereal, setting the bowl down.
"i'm sorry- what?" he asked. i chuckled nervously.
"uhm...i'm pregnant?" i whispered. tyler stood up and pulled me up to stand with him. he immediately hugged me and i melted into his arms. i was so glad he wasn't upset.
"i take it you're not mad?" i asked him, although it was muffled due to his shoulder. tyler pulled away, although he was still smiling.
"no! i mean unless it's not mine.."
"no it's totally not your's. not at all." i said, sarcastically. tyler, thankfully, caught on to my sarcasm and just shook his head.
we finished eating our cereals, talking about baby stuff. we discussed making an appointment, telling josh, debby, and mark, etc. (yes, i am bringing debby into the story)
"i was so worried you'd be upset. i mean we just got over a fight, we're not married, and we never even discussed children." i admitted to tyler while we were doing the dishes. he shook his head.
"baby, as long as you want to go through with this, i'm all in. i've always wanted to be a dad. so what if it's a little early?" tyler replied. i grabbed his face with my soapy hands and kissed him.
"i love you so damn much, tyler joseph."
"i love you more, (y/n) (l/n)."
we finished doing the dishes and then scheduled our first baby appointment.
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dream boy//[t.j.]
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