As soon as Josh opened the door I got a wave of alcohol fill my lungs with flashing lights and booming music filling my ear drums,
"Omg your here!"the group from earlier said.
"Photos!"the girls said and we spent at least 30 minutes doing different combinations of people and then everyone split up to get drinks.
I sat down on the sofa and went through the photos and I just looked uncomfortable in every one which made me sad but it was true,
As I was flicking through them I couldn't help but think of the amazing parties I had been to with Liv and Jen.
The thought made me smile then I was looking at one of the photos and zoomed in and saw me in the background and I looked quite good so I zoomed in and screenshot it to post.
I mean you could see I was still a but awkward and out of place but it was still cute.
I looked up and realised that Josh hadn't come back so I started looking for Josh.
I squeezed through the people dancing and one guy grabbed my butt slightly and started dancing.
I pushed him off me and carried on walking to find Josh,
"Hey I was looking for you!"I said when I found him.
"Y-you look SeXy!"he said slurring his words
"Are you drunk?"I asked
"Do you want a drink?"he replied and I smiled because it was funny.
"Heeey! Girl let's play beer pong!"Lucy said stumbling over a bit.
"Ok ok!"I said and they dragged me over.
We played for a while and I had like 2 or 3 drinks but I decided to be the sober one as someone should be,
"YoU LoOK amAZinG!"Josh slurred wrapping his arms around my waist and snuggling his head in my neck and started kissing my neck.
I turned around to I was facing him and lightly kissed him before pulling away,
"Your drunk!"I said and pulled his arms off me.
"Come on let's dance!"he said pulling me over to the dance floor and making me dance with him.
Everyone jumped around for a while and it was actually quite fun but that's when Josh pulled my hips into him and started kissing me,
I could literally taste the alcohol.
I tried to pull away a but but he didn't let me he just moved to the side of the room and pushed me against the wall as he pressed his lips on mine.
I pushed him a bit but he just pressed me against the wall more and I started to get really flustered and I tried to push him off but he was too strong,
"H-hey c-can you get off m-me!"I said and he didn't reply he just started moving his hands over my body and over my thigh making it way higher and higher.
"Hey get off!"I said pushing him away a bit but he just looked at me and said,
"But yOU LoOk sOooO HoT!"he said drunk and started kissing me again.
This time his hand moved up my dress and was at the top of my thigh when I pushed him off full strength making him back away.
"I said get off!"I said loud with tears in my eyes,I then ran out the party wiping off the tears that were falling.
I started walking down the street thinking of everything that had happened and I didn't know what just happened I mean Josh was drunk but he still did it anyway,
I could still feel his hand on me which made me cry more.
I was walking for a while and Before I knew it I was standing outside Toms apartment building,
I just wanted to talk to him and I didn't know why or why was happening,
With tears still streaming down my face I walked inside and stood in the elevator.
I heard the ding of the door and stepped out and stood outside his door and I wanted nothing more but to go in and talk to him,I just wanted to talk to him,
