SWEET AND SOUR || Kim Taehyung

30 - Howdy

*Y/N'S POV*

I've heard a lot of stories about first times, not pleasant, painful, awkward sometimes, guy finished before girl, girl doesn't even finish, but in this case, none of them applied.

It felt like floating up in the clouds for a couple seconds, of course it wasn't painless either..

At the start I thought he was fully in, but that was only half.

It hurt to adjust to him, but it was so worth it.

And even though pain isn't usually fun, there was something quite exhilarating about it.

My breathing caught up to me as I sat there, tired and limp.

Taehyung next to me, looking the exact way I was feeling.

The hot tub was still with steam rising from it, colours of purple and blue reflecting onto our skin.

I looked over at Taehyung, his hair was still slightly wet, but dry enough to have some curls.

He smiled looking back at me, "you're glowing."

I looked away to hide the heat in my face, any time someone made a remark about the way I looked, whether it was a good one or a bad, I would get paranoid if there was something wrong.

"Don't look away." He smiled, raising a hand to my jaw and gently guiding me to face him.

His eyes were now gentle and satisfied.

For me to lose my virginity to someone who has most likely had loads of experience, it wasn't nearly as bad as I could have imagined, sure there's something slightly disheartening to know we weren't exactly in the same boat, but it was nothing short of magical.

Never in my life had anyone made me feel so secure and safe, beautiful, admired.

I looked back at him, my heart fluttering away making me feel all giddy, back to when I was in 3rd grade, holding hands, first kisses.

He leaned in and placed a small kiss on my nose, pulling away and smiling as I scrunched my nose at the feeling.

His small laugh put a bright smile on my face.

This was the Taehyung I rarely ever got to see, and the Taehyung i'm always looking for.

But in the fuzzy silence around us, the sound of a nearby door sliding open distracted me.

"YO! TAE." A voice shouted, I brought my knees up to my chest whilst I looked below us to see where the voice was coming from.

"The hell?" Taehyung quietly murmured as he stood a little to see where the voice was coming from.

"Oh, Kiran." He grunted, nudging his head in the direction to where he was standing.

Kiran looked up from his own back garden waving hopefully with a bright smile.

"IS THAT A GIRL!?" Kiran shouted as we both looked down at him, I gave him a small wave and a smile. You would think the giant hedges around Taehyung's house kept the whole place private but no, of course he could see onto the one place that most definitely should be kept private.

"Yeah!" Taehyung shouted down, watching amused as his neighbour tranced around, his head swinging as he looked up.

"IS IT YOU KNOW WHO?" He drowsily smirked.

Taehyung shook his head. "I don't know 'you know who' is!"

Kiran scratched his head, squinting his eyes as he looked at me. "IS IT NOT BLONDIE!?"