The Show Must Go On

Epilogue

"finally, we're home."

V groaned when we entered the car. I put my headset on my ears and played a music so I could sleep.

Home.

I forgot how it felt like to be home. Home is when you felt comfort. And I don't think, I've felt that while I am abroad. Home can be a person. And I lost it.

Instead of sleeping in my condo, I drank with my friends to catch up with them. We didn't see each other. Moonbin was just telling me a story about her. I admire moonbin. I know he has feelings for his friend, but he's very supportive.

I sometimes hate the hybe building, it's huge. It means less chnace of seeing her. But fate is on my side. Even though she's ignoring or can't even look at me. I have a chance to see her, even from afar.

I drank my coffee while staring at her inside the GS25 store. She's eating alone, eating an unhealthy food. She's prettier fair and she's thin. Is she eating? Or that's part of their diet?

I scoffed. "diet is not in her vocabulary."

Her eyes flew to the couple on the table. I remember that table. That's where I got her number, we first talk?

I don't how long did I stare at her, because she's not leaving the store. When I said fate is in my side, that means I'm seeing her unintentionally.

"why did you do that?" I glared at sieon.

Sinb just left with moonbin after their heated conversation. I didn't even had a chance to butt in or say anything.

"what? I just asked." she shrugged and walked out.

I just sighed and cannot believe I witnessed that. I have no feelings for sieon, and I believed she has no feelings for me too since she's really supportive when I am still with sinb so I was so shock about what sinb said earlier? Are they talking behind my back? Knowing sinb, she's won't say that if it's not true.

"she talked to me!" V bragged and even slapped my arm. I just glared at him.

Of course she will, she's ignoring me because I hurt her. I deserved this. I wanted to talk to her so many times but I don't have enough courage to do so until we became a team.

" she's not eating her food." V nudged me with his elbow.

My bandmates looked at me so I raised a brow at them. What will I do? She might be full.

"oh God.." I mumbled when Jin screamed. He's embarrassing.

I am really competitive when it comes to games, serious or not. It comes out to me naturally. But I didn't want to hurt anyone or anybody in my team. I just want to get the mission done, earlier than the others so we could rest and I can feel that rain will pour, because the cloud are getting darker.

"go ahead, that's what you're good at!"

My brows furrowed and I stopped walking when I heard her say that. It did offend me somehow. What she said is so personal, I got a bit offended. I am offended because it's true, I left her but it's for her own sake. Our sake.

It raining so hard and I cannot feel the cold from the blowing wind. I just kneeling, on the sand but she left. Sunoo tried to help me up but I told him to follow sinb.

Again, I deserved this.

Days after our heated confrontation, I didn't see her. She didn't join the activities, they said that she's not feeling well, or she doesn't want to see me.