The Show Must Go On

19

"So, you're assuming that it's from him?" 

I don't want to believe it. Why would he give me a gift after dumping, leaving me without clear reasons? I'm a fool if I started to assume that I received a gift from him. 

"Too many people, including some of our fans has the same birth flower as his." yuju said and bite from her sweet potato. 

I stared at the gift earlier. The flower was still there. I put it again in the box and pushed it aside.

"What if it's him?" yerin asked. "And he'll pursue you again?" 

I shook my head and smirked. The heck? Pursue me after dumping me? Saying he didn't like me, even a bit? He will beg for my attention, and I will walk away from him too. 

What I am feeling towards him right now? Is anger. I don't want to see him, talk to him because he doesn't deserve any of my attention. I wish I didn't let him come to me at first. He's a mistake. 

I didn't drink too much last night so I won't have a headache since we have so many things to do. I'm a bit nervous going to the company today since their arrival was all over the news. 

"Why won't you just date someone else? We're not getting younger." eunha said while we're waiting for the elevator to open. 

I looked at her then back in front. 

"It's hard to start again, I'm not ready to be hurt again." I answered simply and walked inside the lift. 

Getting into a relationship is like a cycle. Introducing yourself, getting to know each others, shared experiences, sorting your feelings, then in the end you'll end up walking into separate ways. 

It's tiring to repeat that cycle just to find that someone, who'll finally end up with you. 

I waited for the others to walk out of the elevator first before walking out. I checked my phone and out my earphones on. 

When we entered the practice room, I put my duffel bag inside the wardrobe and started stretching which I don't usually do. My teachers said that I have to this. 

"You still have gifts from your fans in the lobby." one of our manager said and I just nodded. 

I finished my stretching before standing up so I could put my phone aside. The other members were just playing around, and laughing with our teachers so I decided to go to the lobby to get the other gifts. 

I'm just wearing a jogger pants and my checkered long sleeves with my white shoes. While waiting for the elevator to reach the lobby, I tied my hair because it kept on covering my face. 

I have my hair cut. It's above my shoulders and I didn't oclor my hair to take a break. So it could grow healthy. 

"Hi ma'am." one of the staffs greeted me when I walked out of the elevator. "you're searching for the gifts? follow me ma'am." she said while gesturing me to follow her. 

He told me to sit on the couch first then she left to get the gift. I searched for my phone but I realized the I left it inside the practice room. 

"hey, morning!" 

I rolled my eyes when a familiar voice greeted me. It's seungkwan. 

"morning.." I greeted back and I heard him laugh. 

"why are you here?" he asked

"duh, we're in the same building." I answered in sarcasm and he made a face.