Letting You Go (Jenlisa & Lisoo)

Chapter 43: Single Not Ready To Mingle

Jisoo POV:

I know Lisa and Jennie went out together after the rehearsal, It should be about their closure no? What kind of closure they will have after that though,  either they get back together or split for real. I don't know, I don't want to think about it.

Well I guess, we'll find out later.

"No worries unnie, they'll arrive soon." Suddenly Chaeyoung talked to me as if she read my mind.

"How do you know what I'm thinking about? I thought you only talk to food, not my mind." I asked her suspiciously.

"Oh please, I can read your expression. You're too obvious and that's definitely not the usual I'm sleepy expression you have."

"What about this expression?" I jokingly make a stupid face in front of her.

"That must be your fart face. Go hide in the corner if you want to fart unnie." She innocently said.

"Yah! You're fired as my best friend."

"Unnie unniii!!!" she pointed at something behind my back, is it them? I felt like all my blood suddenly drained.

I slowly turned around and facing the way Chaeyoung pointed her slender finger.

Roti stall..

"YAAAAHHH you littlee-"

"Unnie do you have baht left? I want that Thai roti."

"Hays, follow me, I'll teach you how to speak like a Thai girl." I proudly said.

"Yes master!!"

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Lisa POV:

After the so called talk, Jennie decided to walk in front of me, walking faster and left me to wonder at the sight of her back.

She just want to drop the topic, I told myself. 

as the step walked, minutes passed, I stole some glances at her back on and off. My mind and my heart in unison decide to wonder about what is this feeling I still feel when I looked at her. 

I have no idea.

It's been quite a while since the first time I saw them all, at first I can say that Jennie bewitched my soul, I fell in love with her so easily, so fast, and everything becomes her her and her. Suddenly I don't feel lonely anymore, suddenly it feels like everything worth to live for, suddenly I'm the new me, happy Lisa.

But now.. when she finally turned her back on me, whatever the reason is, however noble that is, it created this gap in my heart in which that chicken girl slowly filled.

Am I bad person? You can call me whatever you like. Jisoo told me that I'm a kind person, yet I don't think I can live up to that.

I feel like I'm betraying Jennie when I started to welcome Jisoo to my life. Why is it so difficult? Why my life has to be like a soap opera where there's a villain who just wants to separate Jennie and I together. I wonder how these will end though, If our love will thrive against all odds or it will be just as humane as we can be, moved on like so many couples in this real world.

One more time I looked up ahead to her beautiful black long hair, to her back, and over her shoulders.

I thought I'll love you all my life.

Jisoo often look at me this way too I think. Maybe even worse, maybe she looked at me over Jennie's shoulders, where all I saw was Jennie's smile.

Dear God, I just bring pain to everyone.