Frerard One-Shots

Weary Smiles

[A/N: I SWEAR TO GOD GERARD LOOKS SO FUCKING HOT IN THAT PICTURE. Thank you that is it. This is going to be angsty a lottle, I think, but with a happy ending because I hate too much angsty]

"Stop it, Frank. I can't do this anymore." Gerard answered and pulled Frank's hand out of his shirt. "Gerard, what's wrong? I thought you loved this? I thought you loved us doing this?" Frank asked with sadness in his eyes. "Frank, I can't keep doing this with you, knowing that you don't love me and that I can't have you the way I want." Gerard answered back to Frank almost crying ( A/N: why do I always have him crying of some sort?) because he is so in love with Frank, but Frank doesn't love him. At least not in love with him.

"Gerard, please. Just one more time? For me?" Frank pleaded and made those damn puppy eyes that Gerard loved and hated so much. "Frank, no!" Gerard shouted, slammed his head against the wall and walked out. Frank wanted to cry, he had never seen Gerard so depressed and upset. This wasn't Gerard and Frank didn't know what to do about it.

Frank walked out of their apartment and went to find Gerard. He searched everywhere. Gerard wasn't there, and he was worried. He was worried because someone might hurt him and that didn't settle right with Frank. What everyone knows is that they're both in love with each other but, neither of them know they are with one another. Frank never acknowledges his feelings but when it comes to Gerard, who knows what'll happen. Gerard knows everyone knows he loves Frank, and honestly he doesn't mind. Well, he does when it comes to teasing but, hey it's what they do. Frank has no clue. Well actually, he does know now. He's pretty oblivious to this stuff, he couldn't tell that Jamia was ever into him when she was. But when Lindsey was crushing on Gerard like she was, he was jealous.

Frank was jealous, and he didn't even know why, at the time. But soon enough, Frank knew. He knew he was in love with Gerard, but he kept it under wraps in fear of Gerard not loving him back. He couldn't deal with the pain that would come from that. But he truly loved Gerard, he loved everything about him. Yet, he couldn't tell Gerard.

Frank loved Gerard because he was amazing, adorable, down right beautiful, funny, witty, cocky, sassy, sexy, smart, dependable, reliable, tough, charming, short, artistic, devilish, devoted, very fucking fashionable, extraordinary, fit, friendly, gifted, strong-willed, and so many more. Frank could describe him all day, like literally. But we don't have time for that right now. Frank needs to find Gerard and make sure he's okay. Because now that he knows Gerard loves him, he can finally say he loves him too.

Gerard was getting tired. It was at least 10 p.m., and Gerard was still wandering around the town, thinking about what could've happened now that he basically just told Frank that he was in love with him. 'God, I'm so fucking stupid!' Gerard was so upset with himself that he yelled his thought out loud making everyone he walked by stare at him. They stared as if he was a crazy psycho that just got out of a mental ward. He couldn't stop now, he had to keep going. He didn't care either.

Frank had looked at the clock. It was 10 p.m. He was itching to find Gerard to tell him how he felt. He drove until he looked all over town, he couldn't find Gerard anywhere. He was going mad, but there was one other place he could only check one more time; their apartment.

Gerard walked back to the apartment grabbing his key, knowing Frank locked the door after he looked and saw Frank's car gone. 'Great, he's gone' Gerard thought, unlocked the door and went inside. He turned the lights on and shrugged his jacket off. He took a look around and saw that Frank's stuff was still there so that was a good sign. Gerard was afraid that Frank hated him. But what he didn't know was that Frank was in love with him too. After today, Gerard just wanted to sleep for the next 3 years. But, his time was interrupted when the front door opened and slammed shut.

"Gerard, you're here." Frank said breathlessly, and surprisingly. "What, oh yeah." Gerard said in a whisper like voice, and Frank could tell he's been crying and it broke his heart. "Gee, are you okay? There's something I want to tell you." Frank answered to Gerard shaking his head 'no' to Frank's 'are you okay?' question.

'Oh god, he's going to tell me to either leave, or that he doesn't want me anymore' Gerard thought with sadness, he was feeling depressed more and more as the day went on. "Gerard, I...am in love with you." Frank said hesitantly and Gerard really thought Frank wasn't being serious. Frank couldn't see the look Gerard was giving him, Frank was looking at the floor.

'Why am I being so hesitant about this? I know what I want and I want him.' Frank thought cursing himself mentally for being so hesitant to Gerard, when Frank knows what he wants but he isn't like Gerard. He can't be strong-willed sometimes.

"Goddamnit, Frank. What the hell? Are you joking with me?" Gerard asked Frank obviously because he "knows" Frank doesn't love him, and if he does, only as friends. "What? Fuck no. Gerard, of course I'm not. I would never joke about this serious of a topic. What? Why would you even think I would be. I know I hesitated a little but seriously Gerard? I would never lie to you, ever." Frank said in a frantic voice almost relishing the fact that he said that to Gerard honestly.

'Holy shit, I just said that to Gerard' Frank thought. Jesus Christ, Frank was fucked. "Frank. Frank!" Gerard yelled at him. "Are you listening to me? C'mon you idiot, pay attention." Gerard kept blabbering. "Huh? What?" Frank asked Gerard not really listening to a word Gerard was saying because he was too busy looking into Gerard's beautiful green eyes. He could never get enough of them. "I said, why would you tell me a lie. Frank I know when you're joking; and right about now, I can tell you are," Gerard blabbed, "which I don't even know why you'd play such an awful joke on me considering I love you. More than just friend love, I love you. I want you, a lot. I love every single thing about you Frank. I just wish you wouldn't say such things." Gerard continued, while thinking this was still some sort of game Frank was playing with him.

Frank looked at him with a shocked and horrored expression. "Gerard, I just spilled out my feelings for you and you keep believing this is some game? For fuck's sake Gerard, get a fucking grip! I. Am. In. Love. With you. Believe that because it's true and it always will be. I find you amazing, adorable, down right beautiful, funny, witty, cocky, sassy, sexy, smart, dependable, reliable, tough, charming, short, artistic, devilish, devoted, very fucking fashionable, extraordinary, fit, friendly, gifted, strong-willed, rebelling, and so many more! You, are the love of my life Gerard! I'd take a goddamn bullet for you in a heartbeat! Well, hopefully that never happens, but I'd still do it." Frank let out very loudly with a little chuckle at the end. He looked at Gerard to find him crying, but smiling.

Gee was crying. Well, and smiling because Frank actually loved him. He loved him for who he was and Frank is also his best friend, so that's kind of a bonus. Not to mention, his looks. God, if looks could kill. "Y-you love me? You actually love me?" Gerard questioned Frank, already knowing the answer because Frank really just admitted it to him.

"Yes, now, Gerard Arthur Way, will you be my boyfriend?" Frank asked Gerard who was smiling and blushing like an idiot. "Yes Frank, I would love too." Gerard managed to get out of his mouth after gathering the words up. Frank trotted up to Gerard and kissed him. The full-on make out session, he should say technically.

"Guys!" Mikey shouted after walking in and seeing his brother and his band mate having a really slobbery make out sesh on the couch. "What Mikey? We're kind of busy right now." Gerard asked in a sassy tone while gesturing his hand to Frank as to emphasize the whole 'we're' thing. Frank was enjoying this, he was just hysterically laughing. "Geez, Mikey Way can't leave his own sibling and band mate alone for one day can he?" Frank mocked Mikey, might I add; Mikey had his mouth open and Gerard mocked him countless times for it. Mikey Way was a gaping fish, for the first time in his life.