Frerard One-Shots

How Can I Fall?

|A/N: fucking look. This goddamn picture I found on tumblr just screams frerard! It has nothing to do with my story. And the song is not mine, it belongs to Breathe.|

"Gerard, c'mon. It's been 2 years, you need to get over her. You two only lasted 10 months." Frank pushed Gerard towards the bar, opting on getting his best friend a drink or two. "But Frank, how am supposed too? I'm still in love with her!" Gerard whined, letting Frank push him onto a bar stool. "How can you still be in love with Nikki? Gerard, this is getting harder for me to understand. She cheated on you, Geebaby. She obviously didn't love you like you thought she did." The tattooed man sighed, he loved Gerard but he needed to move on from Nikki. "Y'know Frank, how can you judge me when you've never even loved anyone but yourself." 'You don't even love me.' The redhead cringed at the sudden thought in his head.

The redhead walked out of the bar, not getting as far as he hoped, only to the door of the back of the joint. He knew Frank was playing there tonight, but little did he know that Frank was gonna tell him he loved him. Gerard whined, smacking a hand on his forehead. He was so stupid for walking out like that, of course Frank knew how he felt, he was in love with Greta but he broke up with her for some weird reason. He never told Gerard why. Gerard started to walk back towards the bar and he heard the introduction Frank always used before performing so he scattered inside.

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"Hey, I'm Frank. This is my band, obviously," Gerard just had to crack a smile, Frank was so adorable and beautiful. He can't deny that Frank's attractive, he's like seriously hot. How can someone look that perfect? I mean, his eyes and his smile and he was so in love with him, it hurt-"Um, we're frnkiero andthe cellabration, but instead of the punk alternative rock shit we usually play, I wrote a new song. It's called How Can I Fall and I wrote it for a boy I'm totally in love with but I don't think it'll ever happen, he's still stuck on his ex." Gerard got knocked out of his thoughts, as the crowd 'boo'ed at the reason Frank wrote the song, but Frank shrugged and started playing. "Give me time to care, the moment's here for us to share. Still my heart is not always there. What more can I say to you?" Gerard's breath hitched, he could possibly be freaking out inside, he knows this is about him.

"Could I lie to you? I'm just too weak to face the truth. Now I know, I should make a move.
What more can I say? How can I fall? How can I fall? When you just won't give me reasons, when you just won't give me reasons at all." Gerard just about cried, all those times he didn't realize Frank was trying to show him and he just brushed it off. No wonder Frank never told him. He should have known something was going on, everytime Gerard pulled away, Frank had this pained expression on his face. Just like he did now, he looked so sad and the redhead hated that he made Frank look that way, so much that his heart physically hurt.

"When all faith is gone, I fight myself to carry on. Yet I know of the harm I do. What more can I say to you? Now I hold this line, I know the choice to leave is mine. I can't help what I feel inside, what more can I say?" Frank looked up, he saw Gerard and gave him a sad look. "How can I fall? How can I fall? When you just won't give me reasons, when you just won't give me reasons at all. I'll follow through, I'll say I do. When the time is far more right for you, I'll make that move and when I do, will I doubt again the way I do?" Frank looked at Gerard the entire time, watching as the redhead made a face at the emotions he was feeling. He swore Gerard almost cried at one point.

"How can I fall? How can I fall? When you just won't give me reasons, when you just won't give me reasons at all. How can I fall? How can I fall? When you just won't give me reasons, when you just won't give me reasons. How can I fall? How can I fall? When you just won't give me reasons, when you just won't give me reasons. Just won't give me reasons, you just won't give me reasons at all. How can I fall? I fall, I fall. How can I fall for you? How can I fall? How can I fall? When you just won't give me reasons, when you just won't give me reasons." Frank's angelic voice came to a stop as the song ended, and Gerard really couldn't face him, so he made the stupidest choice and ran out.