𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 • 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠

Chapter 42 : Life isn't fair

[Music up there is one of the songs I listened to while writing, along with MIIA Dynasty...]

Singularity started to play. I looked around. I was back in that large room, that room I had seen so many times in my dreams.

Was this a dream? Or was it that memory again? Was I sleeping?

I wanted to wake up. But I couldn't. I began the choreography I still knew.

I felt the music, deep in my heart and let it speak to my mind and body. I danced in front of the crowd which had no idea about what was going to go down.

I danced when suddenly the fire alarm echoed in the hall. I looked up.

Wait.

I've never managed to remember clearly those memories, I've been blocking them for so long.

My eyes look up at the person responsible for such a disturbance, but that person also responsible for saving almost everyone in this room. I look up and see those eyes, those beautiful eyes, already looking at me. I go on with the choreography, trying to read that unreadable expression on the young man's face.

He looked worried and looked like he was trying to tell me something. I glanced one more time at him before closing my eyes and focusing on my choreography.

I could be reading his expression wrong and disrupt the show for nothing. I can't afford to mess this up.

If this were a dream, I'd wake up. But I couldn't. Instead I saw myself from afar, dancing. I was in the crowd watching the scene unfold. My eyes looked up at the young man and my heart stopped.

Taehyung.

It was Taehyung. Taehyung is the person who pulled the fire alarm. Taehyung was there.

"You were the angel I talked to and talked to about my day, my hardships, everything. You've been there for me before we even met. I don't think I can go on without you." A voice echoed in my head.

I recognised Taehyung's voice but could see him. Where was I that I couldn't wake up? Where was I that I couldn't see him?

Those words, what did they-

From my spectator point of view, I looked back up at the young man being pulled out by a bodyguard.

That person he couldn't save? That person he talks to, was that person me? Was I that person Taehyung was so desperate to save?

And once again I lived the tragedy of my life unfold before my eyes. I lived it all, for the 100th time...

When I lived this part of my life I usually woke up, sweating and crying but there was no waking up. Just darkness. Just darkness. I was in that dark, empty hall. Alone.

All I could think about was Taehyung. Taehyung.

Did he know? Did he know it was me?

When I sat down in that dark hall, I closed my eyes and sometimes I could hear people talking to me.

"Hey, Kie...Um...I really wish you would wake up." I stood from my feet, going to the glass wall of that dark hall. I knew it was Taehyung talking to me.

I brought my hand on the glass wall and leant my forehead on it.

"I really hope that you know that I'm here because I love you and only you. There was never anyone but you. I would never cheat on you. First because I could never hurt you, but also because you're all I need, you're all I want. All I ever wanted."