𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰 // 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 ✅

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Jade's POV (cus i like writing like this pls)

It was the morning after and I had stayed at Marcus house that he had in London with Ava, she decided to stay on the sofa with me and leave Marcus upstairs as he was drunk and she couldn't be bothered to deal with him anyway. From the moment I got up, I knew I wasn't keeping this baby and if Mason came near me I would probably kill him.

'Do you think you're going to speak to him today?' Ava asked whilst stirring her coffee.

'If by him you mean Mason, absolutely not.' I said sharply, 'how could he do that to me you know? Like full on cheat.'

'He's so shitty I swear to god.' The girl continued sipping her coffee.

'I'm going to the doctors today to see what I can do about this' whilst I point to my stomach. 'I don't want it Ava I'm 21, and a baby is never going to fix things between me and Mason, I'm highly likely nothing will.'

'I know, and I'll hit you if you go back to him, you do so well on your own. Southgate pays you well for the media work you do with the team, so you definitely don't need him for those reasons.' Making a hand gesture which indicated she was talking about money.

It was around 2pm and I thought I'd leave to let Ava and Marcus do their own thing for the rest of the weekend they both had off together. I decided straight after getting in my car, I would drive to the doctors. As I was only a few weeks in, they gave me an option of a pill I could take as a form of termination, so I decided to take that offer. The doctor said I should feel little-to-no pain, but just a heavy period for a few days, but sideffects differ as every woman is different. After taking the pill at the doctors, I felt so relieved. Like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. However i slightly felt bad that I told Mason I was pregnant, and didn't give him any say on what to do with his child. I was upset that this is how crumbled our relationship had become and that I had to take it upon myself to look after something like this, I hadn't felt any emotional attachment to this baby as I felt I was just too young, and I clearly wouldn't be able to provide good stability for its life. Besides, Mason hadn't bothered to text or say anything to me so, what else could I have done?

I headed back to my apartment, and put on some of the vampire diaries before falling asleep to my all time favourite crush's voice, which was Damon's of course.

I woke up around 3pm the next day, feeling even more sluggish than I did before considering I had slept for nearly 12 hours. I opened my phone and checked my messages, to see I had one from Jesse.

private message
Jesse Lingard

Jesse Lingard
how are u feeling after Sophie and Mason the other night /: x

Jade
shitty but it is what it is and we both need to move on x
you doing okay?

Jesse Lingard
yeah I'm doing fine apart from that
you wanna go out for drinks this week or next week since i'm in London x

Jade
omg sounds great what day? x

Jesse Lingard
is 8pm Thursday okay for you? x
i'll pick you up x

Jade
perfect, see you then x

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I decided to wear some simple jeans, a white top and my jordans, it was cute but not too much at the same time. I got into the car with Jesse and surprisingly we were going to my favourite cocktail bar. He asked for a more secluded table in the back, so that we wouldn't get papped or anything. After a shitty few weeks, I needed these drinks and a good time out with someone who I felt could sympathise with me. Jesse was so sweet and funny and we decided to let our past go and start completely fresh with eachother. We were both being pretty flirty all night, it was almost a race between us to see who could ask who to their house first. Luckily I didn't win that race because Jesse was staying at the Shard, and I'd always wanted to go there.

'This is where you've been staying for nearly a month?' I questioned, picking my jaw up of the floor. 'I don't wanna ask how much it costs'

'It's so sick though, there's a tv in the bath for fucks sake' he laughed nudging me as we got into the elevator.

'Take a pic of me in the elevator at the shard' I said laughing at him as I felt really posh. He huffed and took about a million photos of me. At least one of them was good enough for Instagram.

jaderice

kisses from the shard xx

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I walked into the room instantly being bombarded by the scent of Jesses expensive aftershave. The minute we got through the door we couldn't keep our hands off eachother. He moved my hair to one side, pulling down the strap of my top to reveal my shoulder and began kissing it as I overlooked the bright lights of the city beneath us. As he kissed, he left faint love bites going down my neck in a trail. His lips pressed against my skin made me feel empowered, like it's something I've needed for a long time. He kept the passion going and kept his rhythm strong continuing to the bedroom. His cock throbbing inside of me, pulsating as I knew he was ready to finish, and so was I.

Keeping away from Mason was on my list. But getting close to Lingard was something I thought would never happen again.

mason has fucked this for real😭