shades of you. (gxg)

Chapter 14 - Scarlet

"We need to talk."

"Answer me."

Seen.

"Dont ignore me!"

Seen.

He would've found out one way or another.

I would've told him sooner or later but Ria told him. She did it for me.. Although, I would've liked to have told him. Only to see how he would have reacted reacted with me. He would have been frustrated, that's for sure.. but he's definitely slept with that woman over 10 times and only god knows who else!

I want to get those images off my mind! but I just can't. That woman.. and my husband.. what did our love mean to him? Did it mean anything? We have a child together! She's basically his look alike.. everytime I look at her, I see him. His dirty blonde hair, their mannerism.. and their features are so alike.. Thinking about this will practically make me go insane! However I still love her regardless, she's my child. And with or without Lèon, i'll still raise her to become someone better.

But besides that, tommarow he wants to take out Jodie. i'm assuming just to hang out and take her to the park and all that. But.. I have this bad feeling as if something is going to happen to my sweet girl. It's obvious thats he's spoke to Ria. So what if he takes her to her..? That would be absolutely dangerous! I wouldn't forgive myself if something scarred that girl, I just wouldn't. However.. Lèon is still her father nonetheless. I can't possibly keep Jodie away from him just because of our arguements.

I know that Ria so desperately wants us to rejoin the community. She wants my child under their care.. but there's just something else that doesn't feel right. I know she want's more than that and it's possibly something i'll deny her. It's just to dangerous, especially with all those supernaturals surrounding us. I refuse to have my child and myself in that sort of situation.. Lèon could do whatever, I guess. There's a tug that's desperately telling me to not let Jodie go with Lèon tomorrow.. He probably wants to do something fun with her like take her to the amusement park, or something like that! but it just feels like that isn't it. I might be overthinking too much since the day when Ria and I.. I don't even want to talk about that.

Margot laughed out loud, tossing her head all the way back. "That's so cool! Cmon i'll even let you use my camera to record his reaction!" She laughed, her face turning red as she started to breathe heavily. "I-i'm so sorry.." She coughed, still laughing. I only stared at her, with no expression written over my face. Margot sat back onto the couch, still coughing. "I swear.. I d-didn't mean to laugh this hard.." She said threwout her coughs. "I really needed this though.." She added with a smile.

I rolled my eyes in response, crossing my arms. "Screw you, Margot." I said. "This is serious, not funny." I added, sighing.

She took a deep breath in and then out, she tried to keep a straight face but failed. She bursted out laughing as her face turning red again. "I am so sorry.." Margot apologized, laughing hard. "You slept with the Elder.. God you're so fucked up." She mumbled, coughing again. She smiled, leaning back onto the couch. Holding in her giggles.

Margot looked at me, grinning. "We should really get to know each other.. I mean we're-" I quickly cut her off. "I didn't come here to get to know you! I came here for your help!" I said, irritated. She sighed, still smiling. "Well that kind of hurt.." She muttered, looking away. "Anyways where were we?" She asked, standing up, looking at me. I stared at her intensely, as she gulped. "Right.." She fake coughed. "I'll stay over at your place and watch the kid.. i'll protect her or whatever while you're doing your business." She told me, taking a deep breath as I sigh.

"Thank you alot.. Valeria can't always be there since she has her own family." I said to her, feeling relieved. "Yeah of course.. and who's Valeria?" She questioned, grinning widely. "Did you sleep with her too?" She waggled her eyebrows. I grimanced, closing my eyes. "She's my sister.." I said, as she slowly stopped grinning. "Oh." She mumbled, slowly nodding her head. "God you're going to make me sick!" I yell, looking away from her. She stuttered, fake coughing. "I didn't mean it.. I-I didn't k-know.."

I rolled my eyes again, feeling irritated with her. "Well tonight.. I'm going out, so I was wondering if you could watch her?" I suddenly asked her, as her eyes widen. Margot sighed, looking away from me. "Tonight..? I mean I have plans but if it's important then sure.." She replied, shrugging.

"It is important.. pretty important." I said, as she nods. "Oh goodie! Well then.. i'll be back around six in the morning." I smiled, as she raises her eyebrows and intensely looks at me. "Six in the morning?!?" She repeated, sounding shook. I nod, sighing. "I'll need as much time.. and I need to be quick.. So i'll try to come back earlier." I mumbled, "You can sleep on the couch or in the guest room if you'd like, I don't really care.. but just watch over Jodie." I told her, as she nods.

"Yeah.. of course." She responded.