Twenty-One

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January 22, 2018

Dear Cerulean,

I don't know if i executed the plan smoothly or if i failed to do it because i couldn't hurt your feelings. First of all, if ever i did and executed my plan, i am so sorry for hurting you or making you feel unwanted. You know i love you, want you, and need you. With every single ounce of blood running through my heart. I am so nervous that i might hurt you way too much or even hurt you just for the slightest bit. I am really sorry. I almost wanted to never do it, but i can't think of a single twist i can do for your special day. Actually, kahit no'ng 'di mo pa birthday, i heard this song called "Be Your Everything" by Boys Like Girls, and it's been stuck in my head since. Please listen to it, my lady. And so, i wanted to be your home and your rain-pour for one day, at the same time, yes. I wanted to make you feel cold and warm.

And second of all, happy, happy birthday to the most gorgeous lady on this planet. I wish you knew how much you mean to me. I hope you enjoyed your day if not with me. I hope all your wishes come true. And i hope i can keep you forever in my heart.

I love you so, so much, my lady. And i will always thank you for loving me, for caring for me, and for wanting to be my lady, still, even though i have flaws. And i'm so sorry for having them in the way of our relationship. I will forever be grateful that you became mine. I don't know how many words of gratitude is needed just to express how thankful i am that i met you.

I love you so much, my lady, and i will never get tired of saying it or writing it. Mahal kita. Se agapo. Je t'aime. Te quiero. Ich liebe dich. Ti amo. Aishiteru. Saranghae.

Sincerely,
Chris

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➡️ Another song for this chapter! I really am sorry. I just couldn't stop relating songs to this story! This is "Be Your Everything" by Boys Like Girls, and I've been loving this song since 2017, when this story has occurred to me. Please give it a listen. 🥺

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