Written in the stars

Hidden and released

Jennie

We arrive at my house,

And set everything up.

Rosie and Lisa head to the kitchen.

It's dead silence until Jisoo speaks.

"Are you okay?" She asks.

I'm sorry to lie, unnie...

"Yeah! Of course, why?"

"No reason" She replies, still seeming suspicious of me.

"I HAVE THE POPCORN JISOO MWAHAHHA!" Lisa teases.

"THAT'S BECAUSE YOU BURNED THE FIRST BATCH IDIOT!" Chaeyoung shouts from the fridge.

"YOU'RE TALKING LIKE YOU DIDN'T JUST SPILL YOUR DRINK PARK CHAEYOUNG!" Lisa fires back.

"THAT'S BECAUSE I DIDN'T, DON'T TELL ME YOU'RE BLIND TOO PABO!" Chae replies.

"THEN EXPLAIN THE JUICE SPILL HERE MRS. PARK?" Lisa screams.

"ARE YOU THAT STUPID? LISA THAT WAS YOU! LORD GIVE ME PATIENCE TO DEAL WITH THIS MOTHERDUCKER RIGHT NOW!" Chaeyoung snapped, about to burst.

"Ah, Chaeyoung-ah it's 'lord give me strength' by the way," Jisoo says jokingly.

"You sure as hell don't want the Lord to give me strength unnie," Rosie says, clenching her teeth.

"True that!" Lisa pipes from the kitchen.

"Poor Lalisa..." I whine from the couch.

"Anywaysss let's go up to my room y'all," I announce, as they follow me upstairs.

As I open my room door, they all are in shock.

"OH MY GOD WHAT THE HECK UNNIE?" Rosie exclaims.

"WAH, JENNIE UNNIE'S ROOM IS SO BIG!" Lisa says in amazement.

"Kaja, help me put the spare mattresses over there," I say, trying to drift the attention away from my room.

I do not fare well with compliments.

I think You can guess why.

After a while,

It became night time and we were watching a kdrama.

A kdrama that just had to have a plot like my life story.

"My second lead syndrome is going berserk as of this moment." Rosie complains.

I was so lost in my thoughts that when I focused back on the drama,

I saw you as the first lead guy.

I had to shake my head to see the actor's face again.

"Just focus on the drama Jennie, stop thinking about him," I mumbled to myself.

"Huh, what did you say?" Lisa questions.

"Oh uhm, nothing" I answer, surprised she heard me.

For some reason, flashbacks keep coming to me.

"ANIYA!" I accidentally say out loud, shouting.

"WHY WHY WHY? WHY DOES THE FEMALE LEAD ALWAYS GET THE GUY, WHY CAN'T IT BE THE SECOND LEAD? WHY IS LIFE SO UNFAIR, WHY DOES A PRETTIER, KINDER GIR-" I stop to realize I was literally ranting about my life problems, while the girls look at me. Part confusion, part terror.