Written in the stars

Lost chances

Yoongi

I try to text Jennie but she keeps seenzoning me.

I try to call but she doesn't answer.

I decide to wait until school the next day.

As I walk in, right off the bat,

I notice the atmosphere is different today.

Joon and Kook are looking at me, then looking at each other

WHAT IS GOING ON??

I open my locker.

To reveal an envelope.

To My Yoongles

From your Nini

I open the envelope to see a note.

Dear Yoongles,

It's Nini.

I just wanted to say, I've fallen for you Min yoongi. I really have. I know you have Nayeon and everything but I just needed to let it out, one last time. Maybe it was that day in the music room, when we sang together and I just gazed at you. Maybe it was the day at the Cafe, where you promised to remind me how beautiful I was every day. Maybe it was the day we first met.

I don't know the details. I just know that I have fallen deep and I don't know how to undo such feelings. I'm sorry. You're probably happy with Nayeon and I didn't want to ruin our friendship, but it was so hard for me to keep it all pent up.

It was three words. The three words I failed to say. The three words I felt, every hour, every minute, every second, I was with you.

You know, my heart shattered when you asked me to help you get Nayeon. It broke again when she said yes.

I know I'm stupid, I know I shouldn't have helped you given what I was feeling, but it was my happiness or yours, and I would always choose yours. Even if I'm not the cause of your happiness. Even if I'm miles and miles away from you. I don't regret a thing.

And my last day, when I sang in front of everyone, in front of you, with the song about you, while you held Nayeon's hand, I didn't know what to do.

I love you, even if you don't love me back.

I miss you, even if you can't say it back.

I'm sorry, but I have to go.

I'm sorry for leaving everything I've ever known and you too.

My parents fought and did it.

They separated and dragged me in it.

I'm moving away

And I never got to say

Three words.

I'm slipping away

And I hope you're happy

With her.

You're happy ending

Even if I'm not part of the story

Please don't worry about me.

My Joy is when your happy

Don't forget me

When it's at the end

And I'm still heartbroken

I'm moving to another place, another school.

Please make sure Nayeon treats you well,

You're kinda one of the only best friends I had.

And I'm thankful for everything.

Oh, take care of Irene, the girls and Namkook for me?

Promise?

Love you always and forever.

Nini💕

Tears came streaming down my face.

She left.

Suddenly, I felt two people wrap me into a hug.

Namjoon and Kook.

"So, you know now, huh?" Jungkook asks.

"Yes," I replied shakily.

Then, the girls show up.

"Just because we're mourning over Jennie with you, doesn't mean I like you now. We still aren't on good terms." Irene says.

I'm so so sorry Jennie.