[a month later]
you woke up feeling tired. life finally started to feel normal again. you had a small apartment and you had a job at a night club. for the first time in years you felt normal. no one knew where you came from or what you've been through and it felt nice. you often thought back at the day you left the avengers but you realized soon it was better this way. you went for a run in the park. you run thru the park getting lost in your thoughts when you ran up against someone and fell to the ground. "I'm so sorry" you said looking up 2 familiar blue eyes looking back at you. "y/n!" Steve said surprised helping you up. "how are you" he asked you. "better" you answered feeling guilt grow inside you. "you look better" he said back. it was silent for a while "we miss you" Steve said breaking the silence. "I have to go" you said, wanting to go home and move on with your life. you started to walk away but Steve grabbed your hand. "would you like to grab a coffee" Steve asked you "I just want to catch up with you". "I don't know Steve" you said feeling the butterflies in your stomach again. "come on just one coffee, than you can move on with your life". "alright than" you said, you saw a small smile on Steve's face.
you walked with him to a nearby coffee shop. you sat down at a table drinking your coffee in silence, both not knowing what to say for a few seconds. "so how are you doing, do you have a job" Steve asked you. "yeah i'm good i work at a night club, don't worry i'm not hanging on a pole, I'm just standing behind the bar" you said. Steve laughed at you. "are you happy" he asked in a serious tone, like he really wanted you to be happy.
"I think with time maybe" you answered. "so how are you, what have the avengers been up too?" you asked Steve. "we defeated an evil robot, other than that not much really, just some small missions here and there, to be honest it's been boring, I almost rob a bank to feel some sort of rush again" he said. you both laugh, you know Steve would never rob a bank he is way too much of a good guy for that.
again it was silent for a while. "how is he" you asked vaguely. "you mean Bucky" Steve asked, you nodded your head. "he is doing okay, he just needs to figure his shit out". "hey language!" you said laughing at him "what happened to you, you hate swearing". Steve now smiled at you "it's been a hard month, I've missed you" Steve said as he gave you a hug. you just hugged for a while. you've missed this, his smell, his hugs and just the way you felt safe in his arms. after a while you let go. "I should go home now" you said to Steve. "I'll walk with you" Steve said as he helped you up from your seat. on your way home you talked about the other avengers and how they were doing. "your dad misses you too" Steve said. "it still feels weird to call him dad" you say to Steve. "I can imagine" Steve said. even though you've felt okay this past month, it was nice to have Steve by your side. you walked up to the apartment building. "do you want to come in" you asked Steve. "yes, if that's okay with you".
you walked into the elevator, you were a bit nervous, hopefully Steve wouldn't worry too much about you when he saw your apartment. you were really getting nervous now and your hands started to shake. Steve noticed and held your hand not saying anything just holding it. it was so sweet, god you've missed this. the elevator stopped and you walked up to your apartment. you slowly opened the door "it isn't much but it's all i need" you said hoping Steve would believe you're really fine. he walked in and looked around. it had a small kitchen, a really small bathroom, there was a small couch and a radio and that was it, the apartment was probably just a little bigger than your bathroom at the avengers HQ.
where is your bed" Steve asked. "I don't have one" you answered, this was exactly what you were scared of. "were do you sleep than" he asked. you looked down "on the couch, all my money goes towards the rent, I don't have any money left for a bed" you said knowing where this conversation was going. "on the couch" Steve said and yes there was the worry in his voice. "that couch is tiny, doesn't you back hurt?". "like hell" you answered honestly. Steve sat on the couch "yes, I can imagine, it doesn't even sit good, let alone sleep on it while it's way too tiny for you" he said, he padded on the couch telling you to sit next to him. "with your back facing me" he said as you sat down, you did as he said. he began to massage your shoulders. you relaxed under his touch.
his hands moved to your back. "ah that feels nice" you said. Steve continued to move lower on your back "ah yes, right there" you said. you heard Steve breath starting to become heavier, the sounds you were making probably turned him on. he whispered in your ear "does it feel good". "hmmm" you moaned. Steve began to place kisses in your neck. his hands mover to your hips, moving under your shirt. "I've missed you so much" he said under his kisses. "I missed you too" you said softly almost whispering. Steve's hands traveled over your body and starts playing with your boobs. another moan escaped your lips. you turned your head to the side and kisses him on his lips passionately. Steve moved one hand down into your jeans. "tell me if i need to stop okay" he whispered in your ear. "please don't stop" you said as he started to rub your clit. he started to rub your clit harder, he then slid a finger inside you slowly, making sure you were okay with whatever he was doing. "fuck" you moaned. he slowly added another finger pumping them in and out of you slowly, causing you to moan "ah fuck" you moan "please Steve , just fuck me" you moaned out. "you sure" he asked you while still fingering you. "yes please fuck me" you whispered to him. Steve removed his fingers and bend you over the couch. you heard him zip open his pants, your mind once again going back to that one time again. "you ready" Steve asked waiting for you to answer. "no" you said sitting up again "I'm sorry". "don't be sorry, it's okay" Steve said zipping his pants back up and embracing you in a hug. you look up at him, you could see he was worried about you. "don't worry i'll be fine" you said knowing he needed to hear that from you right now. you moved closer to him and kissed him softly. "please come back home with me" Steve asked you breaking the kiss. "I don't know Steve". "just for a week" Steve said "if you still want this life after a week, you can come back" you thought for a second going back and forth. "okay 1 week" you said smiling at Steve kissing him again.
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