Chapter 30 } Let Me Love You

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So basically I just cracked my phone screen. FML. And I'm convinced it was some kind of messed up thing, because I have no idea how it even fell. But basically moral of the story, I'm upset and my life sucks. But I hope you have a better day than me. And I hope you enjoy the chapter :)
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Part 1:
Cameron's POV
I thought about what Matt said, I ran out of the building. I can't let Celine or my child slip away from me that easily. I know I only knew Celine for a couple of days, and she was already pregnant with my baby. But the baby wasn't the only reason I needed to get her back, although it played a big part, but the bigger part was Celine herself. I missed her. I needed her. I loved her. And I can't loose her like I lost Ala, I can't just give up like that, I just can't, and I won't this time. And of course I will still love Ala, I will always love Ala, but I will never have her, and I will never love her the way Matt does. I will never love her more than Celine. Matthew said when you love someone they make you mad, and the make you go insane. That's exactly what Celine did to me, she was so bipolar and just made me want to tear her to shreds. But she made me insane because I loved her while I hated her. It felt like there was a huge hole in my heart, and the only way to fill it was with her affection. It sucked knowing I had a long journey ahead of me to get to her. But I didn't care I would get to her. I would find her. I would stop at nothing to get her to be with me, to get her to love me. I needed a way to talk to her, so I called the only person who would know where she was and how to reach her. Jack.
"Hey bro. How's Matt and Ala?" He asked.
"Fine, well Ala is pretty well. Matthew's just eh, but he's strong. Anyway I have a very important question for you?"
"Ask away brother."
"Do you have Celine's number, I mean you probably do, but."
"Look Cameron I know you like her and stuff, and I know she's caring your baby. But she doesn't want you to find her, she doesn't want to be near you, she doesn't want to talk to you. And I have to respect that."
"I know, but I just. I need to talk to her, please." I felt so hopeless and weak begging for this girls phone number that I barely knew. Begging for her number, even though she would probably hang up the second she found out it was me. But I've been miserable without her.
"Cameron I just... I just can't."
"Please Jack. I'm in love with her, and I can't loose her like I did with Ala, please Jack I'm begging you please." He sighed.
"Fine. But don't tell her I gave it to you. Just say it was Gilinsky or something."
"Thank you so much Jack, I owe you."
"I'm holding you to that." He laughed.
"Fine whatever, what is it?"
I typed the number into my phone, thanked Jack once again and hung up. I stared at the recently added contact, after maybe two minutes of thinking up scenarios that could come out of this, I mustered up enough courage to push the call button. It felt like the phone was ringing forever and it wouldn't stop ringing. But in reality it only rang like eight times.
"Hello?" I felt tears come to my eyes as I heard her beautiful voice.
"Celine?"
"Yeah, who is this?" She sounded so sweet.
"Um, when I tell you please don't-."
"Cameron Dallas?" She asked angrily.
"Uh, yeah. But please I'm begging you to hear me out, don't hang up."
"Who the hell gave you my phone number?" Why was she so angry to here from me?
"Uh, Jack Gilinsky."
"I'm gonna kill him." She muttered. "Look Cameron whatever your trying to do, just save it."
"No Celine please, just listen to me, please."
"Fine you've got ten minutes. I'm setting a timer." I heard a few beeps in the background. "Your time is ticking I suggest you start talking."
"I love you Celine, I have since the moment I saw you. And truth is I used to love Ala but I lost her. And I'm not letting the same thing happen with you. If I lost you for good, I don't know what I would do. And I'm miserable without you. I dream about you constantly, I say your name in my sleep. I constantly find myself thinking about you, I can't help the way I feel about you. You've got to feel something too, please tell me you feel something. Tell me you love me." She didn't say anything for a while.
"I do love you Cameron, but I just can't do this. I can't be a mom, I can't be a girlfriend those things just aren't my thing. I can't be a mom, I can't be a girlfriend."
"What do you mean you can't be a mom."
"Cameron I'm thinking about getting an abortion." My mouth dropped. She can't do that.
"No! Don't you dare do that. Don't you dare kill my baby." I said angrily now.
"You really have no say Cameron."
"I have as much say as you do. If it wasn't for me there wouldn't be a baby in the first place."
"And you wonder why I'm mad at you? Because you did this to me. I never asked for this. I never wanted this."
"I don't care what you want. But you will not under any circumstances get an abortion, or so help me I will drag you out of that office by your teeth. I will force you to come to L.A just so I know you won't get one. I will do what it takes to keep you from murdering my child. And I will do what it takes to get you back."
"Your very persistent Cameron." Then rapid beeping was heard in the background of her line. "Looks like your times up." She said.
"Wait no Celine." I heard the long beep signaling she had hung up. I tried calling her back, but it just said she was unavailable. But I was serious when I said those things, I will force her out to California if I have to. She's not slipping away from me. She's not killing my child.

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