THINKING ABOUT IT.... (CHRIS EVANS FANFICTION)

Part 8 - Dumbo and other methods

Jamie's POV

The day couldn't past quick enough, even though we all had a lot of work I couldn't wait to go home with Chris. What I didn't see coming was that a few hours before finishing up Becky came up to me more flustered than usual.

''What's wrong Becky?'' I ask concerned as she approaches.

''Jamie uhm... I, uhm....'' She mumbles making me nervous of what could be so terrible that Becky, who never ever shuts up, can't say.

''What is it Beck?'' I place my hands on her shoulders to encourage her.

''Listen Jamie, I hate this but Finn want to film the uhm.....the scene....'' She says not looking at me. At first I don't understand what she's trying to say but then it hits me like a freakin' bus! There were total of two sex scenes in the script, it wasn't anything to explicit but still.

I have to see Chris stimulate sex with a gorgeous young blond! Fuck!

It's not like we're in a relationship or anything. It's been a few weeks since we met and a little less than a week since our first date. Still, I really don't wanna see him touch and kiss another girl.

''Uhm.... I don't know what to say...'' I confess with a nervous chuckle.

''You don't have to say anything, they just sent me to tell you.'' She shrugs in sympathy and walks away.

What the fuck am I gonna do?!

I spot Finn and hurry over to him to try and explain my situation to him.

''Finn listen I can't...'' I start explaining desperately when he cuts me off,

''Jamie, sorry I'm in a hurry over this scene, catch you later.'' He says not even looking at me as he rummages thru some papers.

I huff in annoyance when I look towards the set, it's a bedroom with a big bed in the middle.

Fucking great!

I spot Kaitlyn and Chris standing there awkwardly in their robes. I am aware that they will both be wearing underwear, but she'll be topless and their bodies will be pressed together, grinding against each other....

Stop it Jamie! I order myself and that's when I meet his blue eyes. He looks at me pleadingly and I do my best to smile. It's not his fault! Obviously reading thru me, he attempts to make his way over to me, only to be stopped and pushed back on scene. Everybody were tired and wanted to get this over with so they hurried as much as possible. Finn approaches them and starts explaining something. They both listen carefully, not wanting to have to repeat it many times and Chris throws a worried glance my way every now and then. When Finn turns to leave and somebody yells 'action', my gut twists in the worst possible way and I feel like I could throw up.

The ironic thing is that this is the less explicit and a shorter of two scenes. The second will be left for the end, or so I've heard.

They both drop their robes. Chris' perfect torso drawing attention of everyone in the room, me included. This man really is God-like! Kaitlyn draws attention of the male part of the crew. Her perky boobs on full display and lace panties the only thing covering her. I watch with unease as he picks her up and presses her against one of the make believe walls. That is how the scene starts, they make out and I am unable to tear my look from them.

Then he puts her on the bed and finds a place between her legs. Her moans stinging my ears like little needles every time she makes them. The crew films from and angle so that her thigh covers the fact that he's wearing underwear but to the rest of us it's pretty obvious. As he starts grinding against her and kissing her neck and chest, they both moan, putting on a perfect show. The feeling to throw up only grows in my gut and I tear my look and redirect it on the floor. With every moan, grunt and yelp I clench my jaw and bite the inside of my cheek. I don't know how long I can take this for... I think I'm slowly going insane from  their moaning and the fake bed creaking....