February Ashes

Love You Again.

If I could...

Could have seen the floor I'd land.

I would've avoided my feelings.

I would've never fallen for you.

If I had known where I would end.

I would've instantly run away.

To try to escape.

If I knew how to cure a heart.

I would never be this sad.

If I knew how to erase the past.

You wouldn't be on my mind.

If I could simply let you go.

I would've done that long ago.

If I could go back to yesterday.

I would never love you again.

When we first met.

I thought you'd be a new start.

I never thought that I'd find myself.

Begging to be in your arms.

And I want to pretend it's not true.

How stupidly I fell for you.

And now the world keeps moving and turning and turning.

But I'm not moving on.

If I could simply just let you go.

If I could just let you go...

I was naive and stupid to think you would care.

But now there's no confusion.

I'll never need you again.

I won't let my heart get broken

By your hands again.

I won't let my mind get tormented.

By thoughts of you again.

I will never look at you the same way.

I'll never let you hurt me again.

You don't deserve me.

You're not worth my tears.

And no matter how much strength it takes from me

Or how much blood I bleed.

No matter the times I feel like it's too much to bare.

I will never.

Never.

Ever.

Love you again.

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August 9th

Love,

Víctor.