Amidst Darkness

Answer me I'm tired..

Why can't I just disappear in an imaginary abyss?
May be this way I may find some room of peace?

Will it mend my heart's continuously aching hole?
Or give slight contentment to my ever so dying soul?

Who saves when its your soul instead of body thats bleeding?
Amidst breathlessness & episodes of all the guilty pleading?

What if their love & concern is just like a mirage?
The toxicity behind emotions are a form of a camouflage?

Where does the prison of breathing even takes?
Sinking heart, gut wrenched & exhaustion of aches?

When exactly will my anguish & agony even end?
As I lay lifeless in the grave & my soul will ascend?

~FTK.