How does it feel like, having everything apparently and yet feeling so alone? Trapped in my own soul, dying with each breath I take, knowing how worthless my existence is, to the same people who claim that I matter to them most. Just carrying on with my life pretending that I am all okay is really the hardest thing I ever did throughout my life, when honestly, every second, a part of me died inside; suffocating and strangling my whole self. I merely just existed for the sake of being born.
Day after day, my darkness takes over me. There was a time I feared it, now I wish it stays loyal to me, unlike people who left me in despair and self-pity. Day after day the only thing that makes me happy is that my death is close; I'll finally meet the creator of heavens and this world, who provided me with eternal bounties, I never deserved. I long for death, as if I belong there~
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Amidst Darkness
PoesíaAmidst my Darkness.. I write & find solace!~ (I may post here or I may post on my insta acc @howls.of_soul. Please check out if you can. TIA~ ^-^)
