Amidst Darkness

I loved him..

I loved him..
I loved him in my own way,
He's the kind of love I leave to my destiny..
The kind to murder me & make me feel alive, both at the same time..
The kind to fill me with ecstasy...
The kind, whose divine!

I loved him in my own way,
He's the kind of love, whose mystical...
The kind who leaves me lost in my trance...
Whenever he's around it's magical..
And my day is sure to never end, without his glance!

I loved him in my own way,
It made me mad & indulged in serenity,
For moments, it was like forgetting your own identity..
And when I came back to senses, I realised his enitity...
So, I often question my solemnity?

I loved him in my own way,
As if he was my guilty pleasure...
Of this messed up world, an escape.
To describe this intensity, my words are lesser...
The kind to make me happy, overwhelmingly suffocate~

~FTK.