Amidst Darkness

You were born to suffer, it's not their mistake¡

You see people replace you gradually & you can't do a thing about it.. other than suffer in silence & try to win them back with all your energy. But, whilst all the struggle you already know you have lost them way back before & now you're just making a fool out of you by believing for the sake of good times that you will win them back. The brutal reality is you can't. Once lost, forever lost. And its not that you even lost their trust in the first place, but you just acted out once in front of them thinking that they are your people and owning them, you opened up about your darker side. But, they couldn't handle your dark. And its not even their mistake. You were born to be replaced. You were born to be the second choice. You were born to be left forever alone~