I am who I am because of my yesterdays,
and all the moments I spent with you,
Special was your love & all your ways..
were magical even if they were few.
Now you are gone & I'm left with scars,
but I refuse to forget what we shared,
I cherish them like the sky filled with stars,
and silly you thought I never cared!?
Your leaving does nothing to taint,
nor diminishes the bliss of US,
Yes there is still hope, vague & faint...
Eventhough now my heart knows how to adjust.
May be we have spelled some magic together?
or caught ourselves into an abyss,
Even when knowing our days were numbered,
or did we really dream of eternal infinity?
Our memories in the pockets of space,
Familiarity, rendezvous & deja vu feeling..
Your presence lingering at that very place,
The reminiscing that gives me the healing..
But now I am content in your leaving,
I am happy with our unpredictable end..
You get nothing out of the constant weeping,
and memories itself help us to mend.
Memories seep, they sink, they torture,
Hurt & control us which is not that bad?
Cause they turn you into a believer..
Of the good & remind you of what you once had.
You can extract from them all the pain,
And have a reason to be bitter & hate,
Or you can extract all the good to change..
For better & learn how to appreciate!
~FTK.
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Amidst Darkness
PuisiAmidst my Darkness.. I write & find solace!~ (I may post here or I may post on my insta acc @howls.of_soul. Please check out if you can. TIA~ ^-^)
