Just a kid?

what if?

Tommy POV:

I- ok what the fuck. This isn't-no no fucking way. He is just-no nope no way in hell. Is he fucking manipalting us again?

No he is passed out right now  there is not fucking way he can do something like this. But that would mean he is a- I knew this were my thoughts but I just closet my ears with my hands. I- Don't know anything right now. We don't know anything.

He could just look fucking young yeah yeah- oh god this makes no sence he  is defently smaller with his mask of- he looks like he can't be older than me. This is fucked up. I don't understand. I don't want to understand.

I-... he is probably a fucking child a god damn child. But how? No this can't be. Am I fucking dreaming. I slowly got my hands off my ears and pinched myself. Nope still here and that hurt.

Ok but if he really is a child then... how did we never notice. I slowly looked down to my hands and thought. Tubbo, Me and Ranboo we all sometimes still act like kids because we are kids after all. Even after all these wars even after all these deaths even after exil

We all make mistakes. They always say that bullshit when we do something wrong. 'You are just kids you don't know better' always the same excuse we could rob a bank or start another war. They would say the same thing we are just kids....so when Dream is now a kid too-

ok no nope no fucking way I'm thinking this more throug but still there were some monents when it felt like his joy was childish when he made childish jokes but we ignored it like always. But even if we didn't he just didn't act like a child like a kid. He acted cold, smart. Always 10 steps ahead nothing like a child-

even if his joy felt like that. No one would thought- we should have. Bevor the whole war thing. Bevor Dream decided to do all that for who knows what reason.

I calmed my thoughts and finally looked back to Phil and Sam. Phil he looks shocked like he saw a ghost. Who knows maybe Dream is dead and they failed another child. Sam on the other hand looked like he was about to throw up. Like something about Dreams precents made him sick.

„Is he really-" I didn't want to finish this because I already knew what they would say. What answer I would get. And of course I was correct Phil just slowly looked up to me and noded. He had sadness in his eyes or was it just too much shock I doub it. They failed another child. Or did they did they fail him. They never did anything to him after all or- no they- they wouldn't have...right?

This thought again. If Dream is a child how could he do such things to adults. How could he beat Techno. How could he come up with such plants. How could he start this. How could he lie to so many people. How is he so strong? How how how....

This is not making it easier. I guess we have to wait for this green bitch to wake up..........

you know what right now I don't want him to wake up. I just want Wilbur right now and no one else

Nobody POV:

Sam was just looking at Dream. At a child. He couldn't be lieve it. That this was acctually Dream. 'The monster'. 'The biggest villain on the smp' is just a phathetic weak child. but that was not his only problem was it?

He was shocked of course and confused but also disgusted at himself. He let quackity toture Dream in prison for months. He didn't know why Dream did all of this or how but he is a child and it doesn't matter what he did he is a child. And if he wasn't what then?

Sam felt guilt and pity towards Dream. He never thought he would ever feel that for him for someone like Dream.

'What happened to make a child do such things?'  was Sam loudest thought. Why? How?

Phil was just shocked. He hasn't really talked much to Dream he just sometimes saw him nothing special. Exept one day. Where he saw wilbur finally snapping completly and blowing up his own country

He shock his head. He really didn't want to think about that right now. But just like Tommy and Sam he wonderd.

If Dream really is just a child then how could he do all this. How could he almost beat his oldest son. How could he start wars. Fight this skilled. All this isn't how a child is supossed to act. They are supossed to play have fun not this.

But he also felt pity much pity. Dream was just a weak and helpless child this isn't right. He doesn't look right. Too pale too skinny too dead. This isn't right and Phil knew. But why did nobody care bevor why just now why?

Then there was Punz he slowly walked out the room using everyones shocked state. He didn't knew that Dream was a kid aswell but he is also angry. He is angry that they all put a child in prison he is angry that Dream now looks like this because of them. But he didn't say anytihing angainst it aswell didn't he? He wanted but he was too weak and now Dream is like this.

Punz is angry at himself at people at the smp. He also knew for a fact they would act like their were nice now. They would act like they didn't put a child in prison. Like they didn't just start caring when they found out.

Punz calmed down telling himself they didn't know. He didn't know- just when he thougth he could think clearer. He startet to ask himself questions too.

This just made less and less sense to them. Punz started to walk circles in the hallway but that didn't help. His mind was filled with regrets, pity, guilt and questions.

He should have broken the promise. He should have spoken to Dream telling him this sounds like a stupid plan. He should have stopped the others, he should have but he didn't and he cannot change that. Never

No one can change the past- or can someone and even if someone could would they remeber how? Well even if someone could they didn't know how or who so the only thing they could do right now was panicing. Overthinking. This defently did not go as planned.