Do Better

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You opened the door getting ready to leave the house and Prince was outside on your porch.Prince hasn't spoke to you in a long time.

"Oh what are you doing here?"you asked

"Um."he looked around."I don't know why I even try."he said quietly"Cause you don't want this no more."he stood up."And I would rather leave before I hurt you."he started to leave.

"Prince wait come in i'm pretty sure we both have a lot to talk about.We can't just keep ignoring each other like this its been months."

He nodded his head and walked in the house.You didn't know what you were doing because after the break you didn't know how to feel about Prince.

"Ok sooo."you said.

"I would have died long ago if I didn't have my faith I see you're starting to hate me."he said

"I don't hate you Prince."

"I see it in your face."he pointed to your face.

You looked down.

"But home don't feel like home just like my heart is empty."he looked at you.

"Yeah same."you thought."That doesn't explain you not nevermind."you shook your head.

"You changed the number on your phone so when I call you ain't gotta listen and all your girls think I ain't shit and they same ones lost in the club them bitches is basic."

"First of all don't disrespect my friends see we can never have a decent converstaion without you calling out my frends leave them out tof this they don't have shit to do with this."you began getting angry."Second you are not even trying to look for my new number if you cared and loved me so fucking much."

"Alright."he sighed."Now i'm the one that's lost in love I can't take it."he stood up and got on his knees"I'm on my knees you're gonna see a grown man cry I won't lie."he put his head in your legs.

"Ok Prince get up."you moved his head.

"I'm starting to hate me a little more and more each day I don't know me its like I can't get out of my own way you don't love me."he looked at you.

"I do Prince."

"You don't love me."he repeated

"I do man you just need to move on and find someone else."

"If I knew better I would do do better y/n damn why doesn't anyone understand that?"he got up and walked around.

"Looking at names on your list I can't find me."you stood up"How come when people bring you up they always say one of your exes names but they never say mine.Did we even date?"

"Of course we did."he said.

"Whatever."he scoffed."I'm deep underwater are you gonna let me drown?"

He looked at you.

"I see you're happy now you're the life of party acting out."you nodded your head.

"See i'm n-"

"I ain't see you in months you ain't called me once."you crossed your arms."And all you boys say that I ain't shit and they same ones lost in the club niggas is basic."

"You're right they didn't know what was going in our elationship."He walked closer to you.

"And i'm the one eho's lost in love."you began to tear "And I can't take it."you fell down to the floor"I'm on my knees."you started crying"Don't you hate to see my cry."he sat down next to you and held you"I won't lie."you cried harder."I'm starting to hate me."

"Thinking bout you and I, thinking bout you and I."he picked your head up and looked into your eyes.

"My heart's beting in slow motion knowing that's over."you both said.

"Thoughts got me thinking bout suicide baby this is do or die."you said

"When you told me it over ain't no point in being sober."he added

"All I wanna do is fade away."you looked down"Fade away."you repeated.

"I hope that God will forgive me."

"What?"you asked"Please do not go and kill yourself."

"Cause I know you ain't gon miss me babygirl I won't try say my goodbyes."he got up"You ain't gotta shed a tear for me."

You began crying again.

"Babygirl don't cry."he walked out the door.

"Wait Prince no come back!"you yelled.

He heard you and turned around.

"Yeah."he answered.

"I love you please don't do anything stupid okay I don't wanna lose you i'm not going to be able to live with all that pain I'm already depressed don't make me more depressed."

"Mi amor trust me I won't okay I love you forever and always.I'm always here for you and with you even when i'm not."he said.

"I love you too and what?"he left.

"Please."you stared at the door.

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Song: Do Better

Artist:Chris Brown ft Brandy

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